This is inhumane. Unimaginable. Heartbreaking. Posting pictures of the dead online, taking pleasure out of how "sexy" or how "hot" they are, and how much you want to "lick [their] feet" and how you want to "cum." I was doing research for a high school project regarding clinical health issues like depression some years ago, and came across a picture of what looked like an elderly lady comforting her sick, grown-up son, who, in that small photo, looked very much alive, just sleeping (Post #3356, 17-05-12, 07:19 PM). I didn't look at the link too closely, and little did I realize that clicking on it would lead me to a multitude of graphic and gut-wrenching photos of the deceased. At the moment I did not know what I was looking at or where I was, and by the time I had clicked on some random photo, it was too late. I was staring at the incredibly horrifying and graphic photo of a young man who was wearing a light green T-shirt and dark gray jeans, suspended by a white rope, and in a kneeling position. His tongue was bulging and he appeared to have urinated and drooled. What exacerbated my pain was the fact that I knew who he was: a relative living in Pattaya, Thailand. He was a 19-year-old civil engineering student named Khuna Nattaphong......... I just sat there in shock, subconsciously taking in the graphic scene with a blank mind. Then it hit me. It hit me hard. I shut off the computer, ran out of the room and cried for almost an hour. AN HOUR! *sobs* Despite the fact that he had killed himself back in May of 2012, I couldn't help but relive the awful moment when my entire family found out about the incident. The atmosphere at the funeral was so painful, I do not even want to go into any further detail regarding the tragedy. ALL YOU DEMENTED, EMPTY-HEARTED, EVIL BEINGS!!! HOW COULD YOU POST A PICTURE OF MY DECEASED COUSIN??? YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE PAIN AND SUFFERING MY FAMILY HAS HAD TO OVERCOME, AND NOW YOU TAKE PLEASURE IN THE FACT THAT HE "FILLED HIS UNDIES (sic)" AND THAT HE'S DROOLING??? HE WAS MY COUSIN, MY DEAR COUSIN!!!!!! HOW COULD YOU??? HOW COULD YOU???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S DEAD!!! DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *UNCONTROLLABLE WAILS*
(I had to spend 3 hours calming down. I had to invert the colors on my computer screen to prevent from seeing all those awful images in this Hanging Collection. I wanted to stay and do more research on how much you guys spend searching up images of the dead. What I really want to do is to straighten things out with you people.) Ugh...... but it was about a year before in which he committed suicide. We have already gotten over it. I can't put my family through the pain again. People have noticed I look more sad at school, but I don't want ANYONE, not even my own family, to ever know of you people and your horrible website. And furthermore, I still can't believe the utter, terrible coincidence that the last photo that I have ever seen of my cousin was a dead body......why..............
None of you have ever mentioned your feelings for these people. Practically all of them had family members. FAMILY MEMBERS, just like all of US have a family. You have no idea the pain and anguish that these innocent lost souls' families had to experience. It's inhumane to take pleasure in someone's death, when somebody else is grieving.
You guys are clearly ignoring the fact that these young (and some old) individuals were once people with unique personalities and a unique outlooks on life, and that they didn't end their lives for the pleasure of you necrophiliacs. By great misfortune, these men have encountered some devastating episode in their lives and simply could not take the agonizing pain, anguish, and/or despair they felt thereafter, and have thus cut their own lives short to end that pain. I cannot stress enough the importance of respecting the dead (maybe not so much for those who were executed, but at least the executed once led lawful lives). They had their own purpose in their lives. They were normal people, like you (disregarding your necrophilia). They, well, just could not take it anymore, and chose suicide as "a temporary solution to a permanent problem." But why must you post pictures of the dead online, is something that I STILL cannot grasp. What pleasure is there in the faces of the dead? Why is it beautiful? Why is it "sexy"? Why do those scenes arouse you? Death isn't beautiful; it is sad and heartbreaking, yet inevitable. Leave these men in peace. They are gone but not forgotten by their families, who all they want to do is to have them rest in peace. The death of my cousin has already pained me, so I don't need to remind you guys about him again...
I know what you're thinking. "We're necrophiliacs, and we are who we are. That's what necrophiliacs do: take sexual pleasure out of the dead. We can't help it." But this necrophilia... it's practically a disorder that is actually researched by clinical psychologists. Besides, in many parts of the world, necrophilia is often seen as against the law, a corruption of legality, and those caught in necrophilic acts are charged with it.
(And you're probably wondering why I joined this site back in 2013 and am posting NOW. I was very uncertain about whether or not to post this, but I have decided this is the decision I should take. I have decided to make the account originally for that very purpose of attempting to eradicate your necrophilia.)
Here's where I want to make my concluding point, here and now: a discussion of legality and true feelings. I urge you to stop this website. Abandon your ways and look for a new purpose in life, and don't make money in this manner. This can be illegal, and getting caught in these acts of sexual attraction to the dead may land you in serious trouble. Moreover, stop disrespecting the dead. Leave them alone spiritually. Pray for those families who have suffered great losses, and don't let that necrophilic mind hinder your heartfelt feelings of sorrow which lie nested in your deepest emotions, trapped by those awful sexual pleasures, and with no other place to go. Above all, don't let unlucky souls like me come across the graphic photo of their dead relative. There's a very good chance it happened only once, and is HIGHLY unlikely it will ever happen again. Still, you should not give random, accidental visitors a shock, should they happen to unfortunately stumble across this website.
I love you, Khuna. ส่วนที่เหลือ อยู่ในความสงบ. 安息。I miss you. Hope you have been keeping well in สวรรค์. Please, all of you people out there. Do not break the spirits of these young men and the hearts of their family members.
Fluke Nattaphong
Thai-Chinese
17 years old
Heartbroken and miserable, yet hopeful for a cure for necrophilia
