Hanging on Webcam in Sweden

[Meatpie]

 

[Micky]

Would it be wrong for me to masturbate to this video?

would it be wrong for me to watch you doing it?

 

[gibing]

Unknown in life, this video will keep his name alive for years to come on sites like ours here at CDG.

 

[Micky]

Apology

Whaaat? COWARD'S way out?? Some fucking counsellor you must be! I tell you what - if the shitty things in my head, and the hatred I've encountered in my life, triggered off thoughts of suicide in me - I'd appeal to the likes of Snerdguy, Meatpie, gibling or testdtod to rescue me, not to YOU. Their comments show they've got empathy and understanding and compassion. All you've got is fucking logic.

I was out of order, Toptuan, ranting and swearing at you like I did. Of course you've got compassion - you must have, or you'd have chosen a different career. If Marcus had asked for your help, you'd have shown your compassion for him by trying to coax him back from the brink, by trying to make him realize that if he threw away the only life he was going to have, it wouldn't be heroic and romantic and fine, it would be desperate and meaningless, because life is worth fighting for. Who knows? He might still have been with us if he'd turned to someone like you.

So I apologize for accusing you of lacking compassion, and I apologize for swearing. I still don't think you should have called him a coward. Stupid? Yes. Selfish? Perhaps. But NOT a coward. In his last few minutes of life, Marcus showed that he was a very brave young man.

 

[vandelayboi]

I'm a newbie here - just joined... As much as I hate to admit it, this video really turns me on...well, except his actual death. I feel bad for his friends and family. I do love the idea of going "right to the edge", though.

 

[trix]

You can download a slightly better quality version here:

File does not exist :'(
Will you please upload it again? ^^ Thank you!

 

[Edema]

Jag alskar diggus poijke.

 

[Risley Roper]

Sad and very beautiful hanging,interesting thread.
I wonder what % of CDGs members believe in a god,and if this different from general populations?

 

[Micky]

Sad and very beautiful hanging,interesting thread.
I wonder what % of CDGs members believe in a god,and if this different from general populations?

That's a very intriguing question, Risley. It would be interesting if Meatpie conducted a poll one of these days to find out. Most people who believe in God seem to be very smug about it. The majority of CDG members I've come across are sort of cynical, and not in the least bit smug.

Me, I'm too messed up to be smug. I don't believe in a personal Jesus. I just don't reckon I'm that fucking important. And I'm damned if I'll take moral lectures from people who base their thinking on a collection of Bronze Age myths and metaphors...

 

[Edema]

jag alskar dig svenska pojkes

 

[Micky]

Jag älskar dig se död svenska pojke!

 

[rickard75]

so wrong. we love ¨winter!! maybe pedo?

 

[rickard75]

maybe. but no... sweden is the leest depressiv country.... Bulgaria... hmmm soviet...?

 

[Meatpie]

Sweden is depressive, too far north, too cold, dudes are not handsome, no.

I don't know a single handsome actor from Sweden.

 

[phyzzique]

Sweden is depressive, too far north, too cold, dudes are not handsome, no.

I don't know a single handsome actor from Sweden.

I love Swedish-American actor Joel Kinnaman born Charles Joel Nordström; He stars in the U.S. program 'The Killing'. He is awesome!

 

[widefoot]

The close up is so much better

 

[Art Of War]

He's a, as themselfes calls it, a "rejvare", meaning a person doing the sub-culture "rave". Funny clothes, psychosis, xtc and the music. I dont know how it's in other countries but in Scandinavia these "ravers" are quite fond of killing themselfes.

I love that he wore a "just do it" T-shirt.

There is a sub-genre of music and culture called Depressive Black Metal.

Depressive Black Metal
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=depressive black metal

Here is an interviewing with the creator of the movement about what it really means.

I have been a fan of this sub culture since I discover his band in 2009.
I have always been into sad depressive lyrics and music
From, Bother by Stonesour, Hurt by Johnny Clash.
I have use this as personal therapy for the last 10+ year

I am also a Raver ( as well as a Metal fan)
Have been since the 1990s.
So, no this does not happen in the rave scene at all and I assume this only happens in Sweden and other European countries.
(Shining, the founder of this movement is a Swedish band).
I am shocked but not surprised this sub culture has spread its well out of the underground metal scene.

In closing

Meat Pie and CDG, you have my word and my honour that I have no intention of doing anything stupid like that.
As I said I use it as personal therapy.
This type of music and other depressing songs has rescued me.
Due to being on the spiritual path for the last few years, I have conquered this.
Also I have strong BDSM and Sadomistic tendencies.
Therefore I embrace pain in order to make me stronger.

As per CDG regulations.
Meat Pie, I am now starting a private correspondence with you regarding this.
Check your PM box

 

[inno28]

hot vid

 

[gibing]

Marcus
R.I.P.