Hanging on Webcam in Sweden

We will all have terrible deaths and there is nothing we can do about it.
 
It is sad that he went all the way with this, but at least it looked like he came before he died. Hopefully this was his fantasy and he went out the way he truly wanted. Still... sad :(
 
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Sadly, Marcus has more friends and admirers in death then he ever had in life.
 
Encyclopedia Dramatica, I love/hate that website, I dislike making fun of dead people the way they do, which, on most cases, hurts the people that knew the dead person, but, on the other hand, they're sometimes hilarious and you can't avoid laughing. This one isn't the case, thought, suicide is just stupid, he probably deserves to be made fun of.

Greta video! R.I.P Jannes.
 
Marcus, the memories of him young & sexy, in life and death, will remain long after his rotting body turns to dust.
 
After all: Just a poor guy, having a painful dead and in the moment he could have recognized it, it was to late...
 
toptuan said:
Nothing brave about this. Suicide is an escape from reality. A coward's way out, or an insane person's short-sighted solution to life's challenges.

I sympathize deeply with this young man, but in no way feel suicide should be glorified by calling the act "brave." Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. That makes it an illogical act as well.

Despite the harsh realities of what suicide is, my condolences to this guy's family and friends who have to deal with the tragic and traumatic fall-out. Not unusual for parents to eventually break up after the suicide of an offspring. The ones who remain behind get the worse end of the deal. While the deceased is relieved of their pain, the pain goes on for those left.

In my lifetime, I've counseled dozens of suicidal teens. The last thing I wanted to do was to label the act "brave." It just might have become the tipping point for them to carry out their self-destructive fantasy, and would have been an absolutely reckless move on my part.
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Whaaat? COWARD'S way out?? Some fucking counsellor you must be! I tell you what - if the shitty things in my head, and the hatred I've encountered in my life, triggered off thoughts of suicide in me - I'd appeal to the likes of Snerdguy, Meatpie, gibling or testdtod to rescue me, not to YOU. Their comments show they've got empathy and understanding and compassion. All you've got is fucking logic. So yeah, suicide is fundamentally illogical, being a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Funny SHIT!!! You think that poor little sod had sufficient self-awareness at the end to hold a Socratic dialogue with himself about the fundamental illogicality of what his tormented brain was telling him to do? You saw his scary purposefulness, and the sheer fucking magnificent COURAGE with which he endured his last horrible moments, and you call him illogical or a coward? Fuck you, fuck you, FUCK YOU!

I'm sorry, Snerdguy and Meatpie. I've been a member of your forum for less than twenty-four hours and I've probably just broken every rule in the book by ranting and swearing at a fellow member. But he got me mad. And if anything upsets me, unlike the poor little Swedish guy, I fly into a rage about it. That's how I avoid getting depressed, needing counselling, being illogical enough to kill myself... Sorry!
 
is very cute guy. i love, exellent video
 
Micky said:
I'm sorry, Snerdguy and Meatpie. I've been a member of your forum for less than twenty-four hours and I've probably just broken every rule in the book by ranting and swearing at a fellow member. But he got me mad. And if anything upsets me, unlike the poor little Swedish guy, I fly into a rage about it. That's how I avoid getting depressed, needing counselling, being illogical enough to kill myself... Sorry!
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No need to apologize Micky, CDG is a vibrant community, we don't censor in any way - everyone is welcome to give their point of view.

However we strongly advise against personal attacks and encourage constructive dialogue.

The death of young Marcus has generate tons of comments on the internet, many vile ones unfortunately.

People don't seem to care that other people are dying in pain until death knock's on their door or they have to bury a family member or close friend.

I still stand behind my opinion that Marcus was a very brave young man.

Thousands of people try suicide every day but most end up in the ER, only the truly brave ones or the mentally insane are taken to the morgue.

I've tried hanging myself and I couldn't stand it for longer than thirty second, hanging is painful.

I've tried suffocating young strong guys and they pissed themselves with fear, it's the most powerful instict we have - the instinct to survive.

Marcus wasn't insane.

He knew dying isn't easy and took paracetamol hoping it will lessen the pain.

I doubt it did.

Yet he pressed on and finished himself.

What he felt in the last seconds of life - we will never know.

I guess he felt at peace.

"I am gonna die now, I have to do it"

That's what he thought I guess.
 
Hey thanks Meatpie for sharing your thoughts about the death of young Marcus with me. And for putting my mind at rest about community policy. I really appreciate it.

You close by saying: "What he felt in the last seconds of life - we will never know. I guess he felt at peace. 'I am gonna die now, I have to do it' That's what he thought I guess." This is what I meant by compassion, when I was ranting at toptuan about his lack of it.

I must take good care that my "rants" remain constructive. Thanks for your advice about this.
 
Back online, day two of my membership. I'd just like to add:

Your insights into the importance of the instinct to survive, and into how and when it kicks in, are oh so welcome. On a couple of occasions in the past I've tried opening up about myself to guys I thought I could trust, and I've seen the alarm in their eyes turn to fear and even to disgust, as though I was some sort of Dennis Nilsen or Jeffrey Dahmer. I'm NOT. I might be interested in necro, but I'm as caring and compassionate about the living as the next man, as YOU for instance. And I'm actually MORE compassionate than my so-called friends when it comes to the dead, because I can empathize with their experience and their pain: I've been through it myself, in my head!

But I need more than belief in myself if I'm to grow. I need to acquire self-knowledge. Life has dealt me a difficult hand, and I have to have access to the wisdom of people like yourself if I'm to make sense of it. So, having been welcomed into this remarkable community (CDG) it's desperately important that I don't mess up. Which means for starters I mustn't overdo the gratitude thing and piss you off. So I'll wish you well and let you get on with your day!

Just one last thing (omg, won't the boy EVER shut up?): "community" - I love that word!
 
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Only necros can understand other necros and be their friends.

It's a mistake sharing your interest in death with "normal" people - they will never understand and will think you are a freak and avoid you.

I made this mistake once and I regret it, dude was my boyfriend and after that we broke up.
 
Exactly what happened to me, but I try not to fret too much about the boy whose "love" I lost, because it wasn't really love, was it? Love has to be founded on understanding and truth, surely? Anything else is just pretence and make-believe.

Oh yes, I've learned my lesson. I don't think I could face life without a guy to call my own, but I'll choose that guy from among my own kind.
 
True love between two men is extremely rare.

Yet it can happen.

I watched a documentary about two German guys who fought in the First World War. They were both 19 at the time and fell in love.

Amazingly their buddies were all killed but these two lucky guys survivied.

The showed them in 2009, aged 95, both alive still together.

They were both very handsome and fit as young guys.

Very emotional movie.

Both admitted they never touched another men and were still in love, they held hands. "We re ready for death," they said on TV.
 
Oh wow, that is so beautiful. "Ready for death." Yeah, of course! Why should they be afraid of dying when they've done all that living?
 
They said they wanted to be reunited with their friends who died young.
 
Meatpie said:
They said they wanted to be reunited with their friends who died young.
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Awww, what a lovely idea. Everything gets put right, death is overthrown and God says: “See, I am making all things new.” Trouble is, I don't believe it. One life, then you're dead for ever - that's what I believe.
 
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