Brand new to site. Interested because my fantasies include dying alongside a hot, exciting comrade in a wild west or criminal type setting. Watching the fictional deaths is a genuine turn on, but I really need to shy away from the real things at this time. Especially seeing two guys get taken out at one time, in a slow agonizing dance of death, is genuinely exciting, especially if they're both cocky and over-confident, and can't imagine such a thing ever happening to them, but ultimately taking it like a man! (Other big fetish is watching guys getting tickled and wanting some day to have someone I really trust tickle torture me! Any suggestions on that subject would be welcome in PM's) I look forward to enjoying as much of this site as I can!