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I want my boyfriend's hand around my throat, and his cock in my ass. Or maybe he could take me from behind while pulling on a scarf around my throat. Either way, asphyxiation at his hand during sex is how I'd like it.
 
Hi all, here is Berlin, Germany. I'm 47, and my favorites are hanging and strangling - short drop or no drop and slow garrote. When the executioner would have it, I'm naked or in underwear.
 
I think I would rather be facing the basket with the blood running down its sides from my mates who went before me, heads still in there for mine to fall onto.
 
I'd like my partner to pump is cum in my ass as he snaps my neck.
Having my partner stick his hot socked foot over my nose and his other foot rubbing my cock and right after I orgasm he quickly takes his socked foot and crushes my
Having my partner hang me only in jeans and my socks as he jerks off the my dying and them him hanging himself next to me.
my partner taking off his sweaty socks and putting them in my mouth and then taking his rock hard cock and shuving it in my mouth making the socks go into my throat and cutting my airway off and suffocating me and cumming in my mouth.
 
Same as alcohol basically. If it is a low dose you will vomit yes, get a headache but not choke.

With a higher dose the central nervous system is greatly affected.

You will stop puking but will get very dizzy, confused and disorientated. In the end if blood concentration is enough to kill, you pass out and never wake up to this world again.

EVER.

Ecstasy in high doses causes multiple organ failure - from kidney damage, brain damage even can cause a stroke. The heart is damaged too, you can get sudden cardiac death from too much ecstasy.

In 2008 I was very near such a condition.

I went to a pub with my boyfriend to celebrate some birthday of a fat obese ugly dude.

We got so drunk I collpased on the street.

My mate took me home and we lay on the bed like dead guys. He was very bad too but I was worse.

I got so dizzy, so weak I couldn't move my hand. Turned pale and wanted to sleep - symptoms of severe intoxication.

Your breathing becomes very shallow, it was scary. You basically stop breathing from too much booze.


I can drink at least 3/4 bottles of 1 Liter alcohol bottler before I am at the beginning stages of alcohol poisoning, so that would be the difference between low dose and high dose for me?

How low the dose have to be relating to drugs? for one to start vomiting? and high enough to stop vomiting?

The shallow breathing and high heart rate and light headed-ness moving on to dizziness is the warning signs that tells me to stop.

I tend not to slow down until this point, however, from time to time, this kinds of backfires as when I start struggling for breath I know I am at a critical stage pf passing out due to not enough oxygen. I force myself to stay mentally calm and breath deeply. I am known to just sit on the ground in a mediation pose regulating my breathing.

Most of the time this happens is when I take one too many of combine drug with other stuff plus alcohol, usually at Raves or parties. I tend to take one before and take another pillt every 2-3 or 4 hours at a 12 hour+ raves and sometimes this also is too much for the body.

I liken the experience similar to a combination of heat stroke, physical exhaustion and dehydration when ones has pushed their body too far eg, Hiking, Trekking. Used this example for those who are curious to know what it is like.
 
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My favourite way of wanting to die?

Took a long time to think this through, due to me growing up more maturely regarding my dark desires.

In reality
Dying doing something I love doing eg, dying while playing poker, dying while taking photos, dying while jerking off to CDG postings and Sacrificing myself to buy enough time for others in certain situations to survive


Fantasy
Dying accidentally by sexual misadventure.
eg, bleeding to death, body in shock from extreme pain, accidental asphyxiation and etc
 
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In a large battle charging the enemy line shot several times in the chest falling crying out loudly pissing and ejeculating into my kilts inner apron as I hit the hard ground sprawled and die lying there mouth and eyes open staring up , kilt thrown up hard manhood on display
 
In a large battle charging the enemy line shot several times in the chest falling crying out loudly pissing and ejeculating into my kilts inner apron as I hit the hard ground sprawled and die lying there mouth and eyes open staring up , kilt thrown up hard manhood on display

Would you like me to you you off and fuck your dead body afterwards?
 
Would you like me to you you off and fuck your dead body afterwards?

Aye would have you do that kilt up lying over two dead comrades and then after taking anything of vale throw my corpse in the field trench grave for a rough burial.
 
Aye would have you do that kilt up lying over two dead comrades and then after taking anything of vale throw my corpse in the field trench grave for a rough burial.
:load::load:
 
I want to leave this world with a rope around my neck. Either long or short drop, but prefer short drop. I want to struggle and kick with the rope tightening around my neck and go down like a man. Shirt half unbuttoned so my sweat soaked hairy chest shows, and I drool onto my beard and chest hair. Then lose control of my body and piss and shit my pants. Afterward my hangman can pull my pants down and leave me hanging with a soiled ass, drool soaked chest and swollen tongue. Thats how a man should die.
 
I would want a bullet to the brain, simple, classic. Through the brainstem would be best, literally instant death. Either at the hands of another, like an execution, or self-inflicted when I am wicked old and lived a good life.
 
I also wouldn't mind going out by a noose, although I would prefer a neck snap. Or, noose on restricting my breathing a lot, and then as I can't stand it anymore, blow my brains out.
 
I'm definitely with adam.revis on this = kicking, drooling, pissing and shitting our pants as we die.
 
Dirty glad someone else shares my view :-). Maybe one day we'll dance together.
 
I'm with Adam and dirty. I'd love a short or no drop, although in my case, I want to swing naked.
 
I'm going to hang one way or another. I'd much prefer an audience or to at least leave behind a nice video of it. I've even lost about 40 lbs over the last year with that in mind. I don't plan on doing it myself any time soon but I want to maintain an acceptable hanging weight. One reason is that if I ever actually found a woman into doing the deed for me, I'd want to be looking good. I couldn't expect a woman to get off on hanging me the way I was looking and I'd much rather see a physically fit man hang.

I'd also hope to have it last as long as possible, maybe taking as long as two minutes to strangle unconscious. Too much extra weight might make that very unlikely. With a thick noose and proper knot placement, to the right just in front of my ear, I'll give myself every chance at a prolonged dance!

Don't expect to see and shit or piss though. I'll be fasting leading up to it and be sure to use the toilet before I hang. There is only one bodily fluid I would hope to be releasing when I hang!
 
I applaud your response and yes I too would like to make my final exit while making some small positive difference to the life force...your are a good man.
 
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