I tend to fantasize about being the aggressor although I'm sure it would be more practical for you to find a local sociopath to fulfill your fantasies. Every community has them, perhaps at a nearby truck stop. Just be careful that he doesn't get into it too much.
Speaking of sociopaths, have you ever seen the movie called Dahmer? It's about Jeffry Dahmer and it is graphic at times. You might actually get a "thrill" from watching it. The movie should be available by torrent.
Speaking of sociopaths, have you ever seen the movie called Dahmer? It's about Jeffry Dahmer and it is graphic at times. You might actually get a "thrill" from watching it. The movie should be available by torrent.