Questions - From an Outsider.

[dsyn]

Hello, I found this site recently through a general searching of Taboo subjects.. Satanism, Bestiality.. and eventually, Necrophilia. This site by far has intrigued me the most.

A little about myself. I myself am Gay, so I can relate to part of what your sexual desires are.

I'm 19 and a Psychology major in college at Oklahoma State University in the United States. I plan on getting my Ph.D and am very interested in the brain and what turns we as people 'on'.

I pose a few questions towards the users of this forum to gain information and an understanding of Gay Necrophilia.

Understand - I in no way condemn such thoughts. I do not see necrophiliacs as some kind of insane or criminal-esque people. I see them as normal people with out of the ordinary sexual desires. I seek only an understanding. Along with these questions I will post follow up questions as I get them. Thanks for reading.

1. When did you realize the site of gore/death turned you on?

2. Have you ever actually had sex with a deceased person?

3. Do your friends know you have these desires?

4. Your partner? Your family?

5. If yes, what do they think of it?

6. Would you ever kill to fufill an ultimate fantasy if you could get away with it?

7. When you masturbate, do you picture your own death, or making love to another person who is dying?

8. What specifically turns you on when you see gay necro porn?

9. Do you work or desire to work in a field where you can be around injuries, gore, or death on a usual basis?

These are my questions for now.. Thanks.

-Daniel.

 

[Meatpie]

Hi Daniel and welcome to Cute Dead Guys. All of your questions have been answered in our posts and comments, esp in General Discussion and Flame/Hate.

Take time to read some of the threads, that is what a real research is all about, right? It might take a time but it will be worth it if that helps you get your Ph.D.

Good Luck man.

 

[Gaz]

1. When did you realize the site of gore/death turned you on?

Hard to say. It's always been a part of me as long as I can remember.

2. Have you ever actually had sex with a deceased person?

Yes.

3. Do your friends know you have these desires?

No.

4. Your partner? Your family?

My family know I have a morbid side, but they don't know I'm a necrophiliac.

5. If yes, what do they think of it?

N/A.

6. Would you ever kill to fufill an ultimate fantasy if you could get away with it?

Certainly not.

7. When you masturbate, do you picture your own death, or making love to another person who is dying?

No.

8. What specifically turns you on when you see gay necro porn?

Does it matter if I answer this as a 'straight' person? I just like ordinary pictures of good looking dead females. My idea of good looking might not tally with most peoples tastes however.






9. Do you work or desire to work in a field where you can be around injuries, gore, or death on a usual basis?

I'd love to work in a morgue or a funeral home.

 

[dsyn]

Thank you for the welcome and fast response. I have read threads on here for about a week or so before I actually posted this thread. I find it all.. fascinating .


And to answer your question, No, that particular question did not require the answer to be from a Gay person. It was just seeing as this is a Gay site I assumed it would most likely be answered by someone of that persuasion .


Some more questions and thoughts..

I have noticed a correlation between Necrophilia
and foot fetishes.. thoughts on this?

My main goal is to surmise what exactly is the major attraction to a deceased person -- I assume it would be different from person to person but perhaps there is some kind of correlation.

Does blood itself attract you? Would you drink it?

Do you find bones attractive?

If the idea of having sexual relations with a corpse / injured or dying person turns you on, does the idea of the power you have over them attract you?

If you would rather be the corpse or the one dying or injured, does the idea of the person making love to you dominating you turn you on?

Do you experience any trouble in having sexual relations with those alive? I.e. warm body

 

[Meatpie]

Drinking blood?

WTF???

Maybe you should go to a cannibal forum, pm me and I will give you a link.

You can make a Ph.D about cannabilism and how some men are turned on by the though of cooking and eating other men.

Much more interesting then simple gay necro, don't you think?

:sm (58):

 

[dsyn]

Heh, perhaps.

I only mentioned the drinking blood part just to see if it was something some wanted to do.

Hell, my first boyfriend wanted to drink mine.. >_>

Necrophiliacy is much more fascinating to me than cannabilism

Although to be honest, I wasn't even aware that was a sexual fetish..

 

[Meatpie]

Never heard of Necrophiliacy...why do you use this word instead of the more common necrophilia?

Also, I recently heard about bestilization.

LoL. :sm (58):

Drinking blood is not very safe..and not healthy in my opinion but I am sure there are people who would enjoy it....after all there are people who love the smell and tasty of shit.

Do you have colleagues who work on that? :sm (51):

 

[dsyn]

Heh, no, I do not. In fact, I have no real colleagues at all like me. Most teens in the United States are concerned with having a nice car or being popular.

I, on the other hand, enjoy learning about stuff like this

I agree it is not safe at all. Which is why I never agreed to partake in his fantasy of cutting me while fucking me.

Yes, scat is a very interesting thing.. I have not investigated further yet since it grosses me out honestly. However I suppose some research should be devoted towards that as well eventually.

I strive for a complete understanding of the brain.. to help people (like necrophiliacs) not feel ashamed at their desires or feel that they are insane.

 

[Meatpie]

... to help people (like necrophiliacs) not feel ashamed at their desires or feel that they are insane.

As you can see we are perfectly happy and we have normal lives and the things "normal" people do...apart from our little obsession with dead guys.

I don't feel insane. On the contrary I am much stronger when it comes to death and dying.

For example, I can't cry for a dead person even a very close relative.

I don't get worked up at funerals and I can touch dead bodies without any problem and while most people avoid dead bodies I love them.

But like other people I get depressed from time to time yes and at one point I was even suicidal.

My dream is to work in a morgue.

 

[dsyn]

Well it's good to hear that you all are happy with your lives.

I would agree that most likely a necro person would be much more comfortable with death than a person with more 'vanilla' desires.

Do you remember a specific point in which you figured out what you desired? Going to a funeral for the first time, or something like that?

 

[Meatpie]

There is always something more that we want from life...we are never perfectly happy.

People want more and more...I guess thats just human nature.

Currently I am doing my best to find employment in a morgue but its very hard esp in a small country like Bulgaria.

My first memory of actually realizing I like corpses was...with dogs.

I was probably six or seven when me and my mates started killing dogs out of boredom. We killed up to ten dogs a day.

One dude will dig the grave, the others will drag the dogs to the "cemetry" and I was the one who was responsible for keeping the graves in good condition, I brought flowers and we put crosses.

It was so fun. In a month we will dig them up to see what has become of their corpses. I noted I was different because everyone said how repulsive the corpses were and how bad they smelt while I just found it interesting and wasn't grossed out.

And on another occassion dad brought home a dead lamb. He went to work and I spent all afternoon inspecting the corpse.

I cut his balls and autopsied them carefully...I was a little fucking mortican in my own way.

 

[frangel]

my turn
1. When did you realize the site of gore/death turned you on?
9 years old
2. Have you ever actually had sex with a deceased person?
yes
3. Do your friends know you have these desires?
my best friends, yes
4. Your partner? Your family?
my family, yes
5. If yes, what do they think of it?
they accept it, and they still love me.
6. Would you ever kill to fufill an ultimate fantasy if you could get away with it?
maybe in a wolrd without justice, but i'm glad I#m living in a world with.
7. When you masturbate, do you picture your own death, or making love to another person who is dying?
not my own death, i want to live! but others dead or dying, yes. and the funny thing is i often bring them back to life after "we" have finished. a bit like in pushing daysies.
8. What specifically turns you on when you see gay necro porn?
the stiff ones, the cold skin, the death stare, you can handle them the way you want, i can be the way i want.
9. Do you work or desire to work in a field where you can be around injuries, gore, or death on a usual basis?
i did. but thats over and past. now i have the cdg:sm (26):
These are my answers for now.. Thanks.

frangel

 

[dsyn]

my turn
1. When did you realize the site of gore/death turned you on?
9 years old
2. Have you ever actually had sex with a deceased person?
yes
3. Do your friends know you have these desires?
my best friends, yes
4. Your partner? Your family?
my family, yes
5. If yes, what do they think of it?
they accept it, and they still love me.
6. Would you ever kill to fufill an ultimate fantasy if you could get away with it?
maybe in a wolrd without justice, but i'm glad I#m living in a world with.
7. When you masturbate, do you picture your own death, or making love to another person who is dying?
not my own death, i want to live! but others dead or dying, yes. and the funny thing is i often bring them back to life after "we" have finished. a bit like in pushing daysies.
8. What specifically turns you on when you see gay necro porn?
the stiff ones, the cold skin, the death stare, you can handle them the way you want, i can be the way i want.
9. Do you work or desire to work in a field where you can be around injuries, gore, or death on a usual basis?
i did. but thats over and past. now i have the cdg:sm (26):
These are my answers for now.. Thanks.

frangel

Thank you for taking the time to answer.. Interesting in your answer about what specifically attracts you to them.. it seems like the power you possess over a deceased person appeals to you?

Also I find it fascinating your family knows, good for you


Also meatpie, that is indeed very interesting about the dogs. I will definately look for a common trend in this in my research Thank you.

 

[dogfood]

Wow, some of you actually had sex with a corpse? -.-;;

 

[ArrowMan]

GO take a hike !

dsyn,

I most professionally opine you are no more than a morbid voyeur; something very suspicious about all these so called "reasearch questions."

Much is already known about this form of sexual deviation in psychiatry, ever hear of the DSM-IV ???

Quite frankly, you ring as true as a totally cracked bell.

Go conduct your nineteen year old sophmoric so-called bogus "academic research" somewhere else, we are not your fucking guinea pigs or Pavlov's drooling DOGS.

GO take a hike and get a fucking LIFE in the corner with your sorry flat and limp dick.
:sm (6): :sm (3):

 

[dogfood]

Wow Arrowman. That's the first time I ever seen you type in normal text, lol.

 

[dsyn]

dsyn,

I most professionally opine you are no more than a morbid voyeur; something very suspicious about all these so called "reasearch questions."

Much is already known about this form of sexual deviation in psychiatry, ever hear of the DSM-IV ???

Quite frankly, you ring as true as a totally cracked bell.

Go conduct your nineteen year old sophmoric so-called bogus "academic research" somewhere else, we are not your fucking guinea pigs or Pavlov's drooling DOGS.

GO take a hike and get a fucking LIFE in the corner with your sorry flat and limp dick.
:sm (6): :sm (3):

Is there a reason you show such hate towards me?

Suspicious? How so? As in perhaps I'll use the information I obtain from questions to somehow use against you all? Does that make sense?

Also, from what origin is the word 'sophmoric' from? Perhaps you meant sophomoric? Do you mean to say I am conceited?

I do not consider you guinea pigs of any sort; I am not running experiments on you or anything, I'm merely asking questions to gain a further understanding on necrophilia and the people who experience it.

Also, why should I reference old texts when I want to make new discoveries on my own?

I did not intend to start any sort of 'e-war' with members of this site; I merely wanted to not be another one of the invisible members who lurk this site and actually explain as to why I am here. Is it so wrong of me to ask questions? Do you feel you are hiding something that I shouldn't know? >_>

If Meatpie would like me to stop with my posting, then I shall per his request, or he can ban me altogether, I apologize for causing a fuss, I merely wanted to learn.

-Daniel.

 

[frangel]

Is there a reason you show such hate towards me?

Suspicious? How so? As in perhaps I'll use the information I obtain from questions to somehow use against you all? Does that make sense?

Also, from what origin is the word 'sophmoric' from? Perhaps you meant sophomoric? Do you mean to say I am conceited?

I do not consider you guinea pigs of any sort; I am not running experiments on you or anything, I'm merely asking questions to gain a further understanding on necrophilia and the people who experience it.

Also, why should I reference old texts when I want to make new discoveries on my own?

I did not intend to start any sort of 'e-war' with members of this site; I merely wanted to not be another one of the invisible members who lurk this site and actually explain as to why I am here. Is it so wrong of me to ask questions? Do you feel you are hiding something that I shouldn't know? >_>

If Meatpie would like me to stop with my posting, then I shall per his request, or he can ban me altogether, I apologize for causing a fuss, I merely wanted to learn.

-Daniel.

first: arrow, like to see you write in normal language. suits you very well.
but i don't care if a 19 y o asks some quests. just let him do... nobody gets hurt otherwise meatie (sorry, meatpie) can ban him:sm (40):
at least one motherfuckin' straight who gives a shit about us... even for psychics:sm (25): it's so interresting, the way they try to find the reason people are getting necro. it's like beeing gay. they'll never find out :sm (8):

 

[Meatpie]

We don't ban people here for no reason, we are not ogrish. :sm (33):

dsyn has equal rights as anyone else here to post anything he wants and share his thoughts, without any discrimination or censorship...provided the posts are made in the proper sections.

So far dude has behaved himself and as long as you don't break the rules mate you can post and ask for as long as you want.

Its up to you guys to reply or not, remember to keep your personal details confidential because anyone can read your posts, including guests to the forum.

 

[ArrowMan]

SILENCE is recommended here !

Is there a reason you show such hate towards me?

Suspicious? How so? As in perhaps I'll use the information I obtain from questions to somehow use against you all? Does that make sense?

Also, from what origin is the word 'sophmoric' from? Perhaps you meant sophomoric? Do you mean to say I am conceited?

I do not consider you guinea pigs of any sort; I am not running experiments on you or anything, I'm merely asking questions to gain a further understanding on necrophilia and the people who experience it.

Also, why should I reference old texts when I want to make new discoveries on my own?

I did not intend to start any sort of 'e-war' with members of this site; I merely wanted to not be another one of the invisible members who lurk this site and actually explain as to why I am here. Is it so wrong of me to ask questions? Do you feel you are hiding something that I shouldn't know? >_>

If Meatpie would like me to stop with my posting, then I shall per his request, or he can ban me altogether, I apologize for causing a fuss, I merely wanted to learn.

-Daniel.

Well, EXCUSE ME...how picky you are for someone here to study us, not tutor us in a spelling lesson.

YES, "sophomoric" is correct, and that is what you are, right? A college SOPHOMORE if you are even IN college AT all.

DSM-IV is NOT an "old text." Rather, it IS the current diagnostic manual utilized by all who work in pyschiatry, as in:

"Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, Fourth Edition (DSM-IV)"
http://allpsych.com/disorders/dsm.html

What are you going to ADD onto any understanding ALREADY contained within the DSM-IV?? YES, a DSM-V is in the process of being written, by PhD's in psychology and MD's in psychiatry and practitioners in the field of mental health...but NOT by "college sophomores."

YOU don't even have a Bachelor of Science degree yet, and you portend to compete with PhD's and MD's and academic full-time researchers at the finest acadamic research centers in the USA such as Harvard, Princeton, the Unverity of Chicago's Pritzker School of Medicine, the Mayo Clinic, the Cleveland Clinic, Washington University in St. Louis, Northwestern University's Feinberg School of Medicine ??

Give me a BREAK.

You are just using us as your "Pavlov's drooling dogs"...I note that you had no comment on that reference I made, maybe too factual and I came to close to "hitting the mark" in re your "research project."Well, you go right ahead and observe us in your pitiful college sophomoric "petri dish."

I AM JUST ALERTING YOU GUYS here on CDG that I know very well the world of research in medicine and psychiatry, and this "dsyn" is USING you; I recommend you answer NONE of his/her questions and probings.

It is YOUR business where to go with him/her, not mine.

But as for ME, I am silent to any "research questions" this individual raises here, as I strongly sense s/he is doing this "research" for ulterior motives....and IF you want more such "researchers" and inquiring attention to come here and STUDY you ... then just beware.

BEWARE of what, you pray doeth ask? BEWARE of this site becoming a well-known "research" entity and inquirers which will in time bring others here to "examine" AND inquire about all of this, leading ultimately in this site going POOF in the dark of night and "gone with the wind."

OPEN this mostly undiscovered necro Shangra-La website up to "academic researchers" and other probing, snoopy, NOSEY "inquirers" from the "outside world" and KISS this site GOOD-BYE.

IF that is what you guys seek, then just keep at it, sewing the seeds of CDG's destruction. So "dsyn"....now term me "paranoid." LOL, term it right: I DON'T TRUST YOU and I URGE OTHERS HERE to LIKEWISE SO DO.

IF you refuse to answer his/her questions, then s/he will abandon this site in due course and move onto other more productive "academic research.

However, my assertion remains that this individual is NOT conducting any bona fide "acadmic research" here but rather is engaging in outright, bald morbid voyeurism with alterior motives

You DO NOT have to answer ANY QUESTIONS, irregardless how "innocent" they may "appear" to be !!!!

VERSTEHEN SIE (do you understand) ???

KNOW YOUR RIGHTS !!!!!!!!
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