Questions - From an Outsider.

[Meatpie]

LOL, I advice anyone against making enemies with arrow, he can be destructive and has crushed many people on ogrish.

 

[StrikeList]

That's impressive. o_o

But I'm a peacemaker. I'm asking for forgiveness.

 

[ArrowMan]

Oh, mighty ArrowMan, will you ever forgive me?

Get a life,
whatever/whoever you are.

Of course, can't expect all that much from an "eighteen"
year old, if THAT is your REAL age, whatever/whoever,
HE/SHE you are.

 

[Meatpie]

That's impressive. o_o

But I'm a peacemaker. I'm asking for forgiveness.

you are cool I like you

arrow has more experience on forums though be careful

lol

how did you find this website

 

[StrikeList]

Listen, Arrow, I'm genuinely sorry this whole missunderstanding happened. And I didn't mean any disrespect in the last post toward you either. We just have different senses of humor, I suppose.

Now, I'm certainly not angry at you. I'm just looking for some possitive response now.

 

[Meatpie]

this thread is now in flame/hate so you can reallly speak your mind now arrow.

 

[StrikeList]

you are cool I like you

arrow has more experience on forums though be careful

lol

how did you find this website

Oh! I've been a lurker here before. I believe I found the site through vigorous searching for any place with a steady flow of corpse pictures. Then I sort of drifted away for a while.
Then I became a regular at CharonBoat.com and saw the url to this site in a comment. And I decided to come back.

Have you been a mod since the site first got established?

 

[Meatpie]

I've only recently been promoted to a mod position

 

[dsyn]

Wow, gone for a weekend and this thread explodes..

Hey there, Daniel. I'm Jean. Nice to meet you.

Sorry you ran into a disagreement so early in your search for answers. What is a human but a seeker of knowledge? I like this thread, so this is my attempt at keeping it alive and keeping you here.

1. When did you realize the site of gore/death turned you on?

When I was in elementary school, about age 8, I was on a sort of 'suicide watch' because I would cut myself and lap up the blood. When I was further hospitalized, they told my guardians it was a sort of hematomania acquired from a trauma I've suffered. So since I could no longer taste blood, I'd search for alternatives (that, of course, being sight) so I turned to the Internet. At first I just found corpses fascinating. After a while (I'm talking years) I began to find myself getting off to them. To this day I believe it was an acquired taste. I also found out I was gay that way. Go figure. lol

2. Have you ever actually had sex with a deceased person?

No. But even if I had that opportunity and could get away with it without penalty, the most I would do is thoroughly feel the corpse. Nuzzle, stroke, kiss, lick, really rub their scent off onto myself. Not so much the sex. I'd just gently love them and shower them with affection.

3. Do your friends know you have these desires?

Yes. Pretty much all of them. They certainly don't share my feelings toward corpses, but they accept me as the weird-ass kid they've grown to love. xP

4. Your partner? Your family?

My boyfriend knows. My family doesn't matter.

5. If yes, what do they think of it?

My boyfriend thinks I'm a weirdo. Teehee.

6. Would you ever kill to fulfill an ultimate fantasy if you could get away with it?

No. It wouldn't really have the same effect.

7. When you masturbate, do you picture your own death, or making love to another person who is dying?

When I do fantasize about it, I imagine doing a VERY injured male or mutilated corpse. Whether they're dead or dying really depends on my mood.

8. What specifically turns you on when you see gay necro porn?

Hm. I never really considered it porn before. Weird. Anyway, I find it very difficult to get off to a clean corpse (drowning, hanging, etc.) because I lean more to the gory side. If there's no blood, I can't really apply myself into the situation.
9. Do you work or desire to work in a field where you can be around injuries, gore, or death on a usual basis?

Nah. I'm an Animation student and art is a category in which I'll stay for as long as I live.
Jeez, I like answering questions. Don't you? Just love it. Not too sure why.

Good luck on your studies, mate.

Interesting! Thanks for your answers.

So, it's more the blood that does it for you, not so much just death by itself.

Hrm. So on your answer about the sex, so it's not actual penetration you desire? Moreso just the love and affection you can give to the corpse?

Also, I find it VERY interesting your friends and boyfriend know. Good for you.

How did they take it? How did you tell them?

Personally my first boyfriend loved blood. He had a fascination with vampires.

Have you ever drank your boyfriends blood? Or drank anyone else's blood?

Good luck on your studies too mate.

From your first answer about elementary school, it strengthens my belief that the way we are brought up or the decisions we make early in life can lead to our sexual desires later in life..

Also, don't worry about quoting me.

 

[Meatpie]

Quite frankly death to me is an odd thing. I can't say I embrace it, but I can't say I'm terrified of it.

:sm (6): You lied. I knew something wasn't right that's why I asked you this question but I never imagined you would try killing yourself.

Hope you come back and continue our dicussion I miss you.

 

[dsyn]

How did I lie?

 

[Meatpie]

Doesn't really matter anymore. But if anyone really wants to know, just go back to page one and read the whole thread.