An really romatik way to die !Eaten.
Run a meat hook into my back and hoist me naked in the center of a large room. Surrounded by a dozen or so fellow CDG cannibals. And mirrors, so I can watch for as long as I am conscious or alive. My friends will cut pieces from my body and consume them. Raw, if they prefer. A small hot plate will be provided for use as they wish. I want to remain conscious for as long as possible, to savor the pain, to watch my death in the minors, and to see the joy my friends take in eating me alive.
My pride and joy, my nipples, go first. To my best buds, RJ and Bobby. RJ had a gorgeous body which he chose to desecrate by cutting and burning. Bobby, who ate parts of a dead body in Afghanistan. RJ and Bobby will cut off my nipples and chew them as I watch with love. Then, everyone else can chow down. With knives and other sharp objects, my flesh, appendages, ears, tongue, nose will be removed. I am certain the pain will be severe but that is my desire. My friends enjoying my body. Care taken not to cut a large vein or artery and cause me to bleed out, so my dick won’t be sliced off, but pieces of dick skin will. (I once ate some of my own dick skin...so tasty and sensuous and bloody!). They will quench my thirst with sips of my own blood.
In time, I will pass out or die. My friends will hack away, devouring and destroying me. My carcass will be stripped of meat and sinew, hanging above a pile of entrails floating in a pool of blood. Fulfilling my life’s dream. They will remember this moment for years. They will savor the taste of Caleb in their memories. And my flesh and blood will remain in their bodies, in their bellies, until I have been digested and shit out.