mind you, I am someone who, when I stayed at my grandparents house, used to creep through in the middle of the night and rub my grandads feet while he was asleep. Right up to the age of 15!
I like to think that he wasn't asleep.....
When he was dying, the day before he died he was asleep most of the time, and I'd rub his feet. i was really sad but it gave me a boner. I visited him in his coffin every day until the cunts burned him.
I kissed him on his face, i used his hand to feel myself, and I'd rub his dick through his trousers. sorry i 'm so sick man, but i almost felt in love with him. having him burned was the worst thing, especially as he'd said he wanted to be buried. he never left a will, and the fucking dicks in my family did what was cheapest.