i saw a dead guy once in the hospital emergency room. the guy was a taxi driver who was in an bad car accident, in his 40s and still alive when he's sent to the hospital. the doctors spent nearly an hour to save his life but he still died. i was there the whole time watching but hadn't the guts to touch him because there were a lot people around. up to today, i can still remember this guy, what he looks like, and esp his white socks stained blood. sometimes, i did dream i have touched his sexy , white socked feet
 
I have come into contact with the dead, and strictly speaking is dying. Is a young man hanging. People began to die when the body is very soft and very heavy. And very frightening, is not a fantasy that feeling. I save him down when the that he was very heavy very limp, a person does not hold up, accidental death, the body will not stop twitching. At that time I have been scared to lose his mind. impossible to think about his feet and cock, too horrible ! But finally I saved him a life, I am very pleased.
 
i saw a dead guy once in the hospital emergency room. the guy was a taxi driver who was in an bad car accident, in his 40s and still alive when he's sent to the hospital. the doctors spent nearly an hour to save his life but he still died. i was there the whole time watching but hadn't the guts to touch him because there were a lot people around. up to today, i can still remember this guy, what he looks like, and esp his white socks stained blood. sometimes, i did dream i have touched his sexy , white socked feet

What were you doing in that hospital?
 
my grandma had a stroke and was in the ICU which was right inside the emergency room.
 
i saw a dead guy once in the hospital emergency room. the guy was a taxi driver who was in an bad car accident, in his 40s and still alive when he's sent to the hospital. the doctors spent nearly an hour to save his life but he still died. i was there the whole time watching but hadn't the guts to touch him because there were a lot people around. up to today, i can still remember this guy, what he looks like, and esp his white socks stained blood. sometimes, i did dream i have touched his sexy , white socked feet

DAMN THAT'S HOT! Can you describe his features?
 
he's not tall but stocky and wearing a pair of black leather shoes when brought in which were taken off by the nurses who tried to hook him up to a heartbeat monitoring machine. i would never forget his feet! they had great shape and were in white socks ( would be perfect if not stained with blood)
 
Once Upon a Time ...

I have this recurring dream where I am 2 years old andmy dad hates the downstairs neighbor, a chobby middle aged woman who never spoke to anyone but she could always see him trotting down the stairs as this was a 2 story house converted into apartment. We live on 2nd floor. He just did not like her - maybe he a racist ... one night we go fishing, abou 2 in the morning and she was at the sink washing dishes. He say, stay here, 'n I do, 'n he open door 'n he hit her over the head. As she fell, he strangled her. She hit the kitchen floor and some blood but not to much. I had step into the room to watch 'n he look up 'n he smiling 'n he say go in living room now, pkease, He put a scarf aroun her neck 'n he look like he like her. She fall down, he say. I walk past him 'n stan 'n shiver , finger in mouth. Then he clean pfloor with towel, grab living room floor rug and wrap her in it. He say stay here 'n he carry her or , wait, he smoke a cigerette first 'n drink a can of beer at kitchen table. Then he carry her an i follow. he dump her behin garage, next to weed roller. We go fishing - A couple days later, we go fishing again and he dumped the body somewhere. We used to go fishing a lot.
 
I shared a room with a lady who died during the night. when I woke up in the morning... after the heater had been on high all night... the smell in the room was SOOO strong. smelled like shit and death. the exposed skin on her body was her feet and arms. she was face down. I could see marbeling and I had to touch.. she was firm and cool. dead people are a million times more still than any person in the deepest sleep. it was amazing and I remember being sad for her and also dissapointed that when i finally get to be alone with a body, it was an unatractive fat female. I was disgusted for thinking that.. I truely am a monster.
 
I work at a hospital and as you know people often die, my job is to disconect any tubes etc that they had on, if family members are there or want to come to see them then we lay the person out in the bed, clean them, brush their hair etc just to try make them look as normal as poss then we leave the family with them for a bit afterwards we take off any jewelry to give to their family and then finally to wrap them in a sheet for prep for them to be sent on down to the mourge, so yep have touched many dead people!
The stillness is unreal, I also always find that when they are fully wrapped up in the sheet they look so tiny - when I see them like that I always think of the mummies in Egypt (I really don't know why, prob because when I was growing up I was always really, really interested in the mummies and pyramids etc).
The worse part for me is when their family are there when they die, there is just such a blue aura around them but I always find that most people have such an acceptance of death maybe because it is a hospital and the people were already sick....
 
Yes, a very good friend of mine was killed in a high speed chase with the police.

At his viewing I touched his hand, he felt very cold, like touching a cold marble slab.
 
How old was he?

Was he cute and fit? Oh, wow!!!!

Whose wild police chases in America never happen here, there are on CNN every so often.
 
He was 28, yes, he was very cute, and fit. He was my husbands friend from school. I became better friends with him, than my husband ever was.

It was very hard losing him, he was going through a very hard time in his life. I hear songs by the hot chili peppers that remind me of him.

He was driving against traffic with a barrier in the middle, he just started going down this long, winding hill, when he hit a car head on. The funny thing about it was the other guy walked away...no injuries, or very little. There was some speculation that the police beat him to death, and used a accident as a cover up.

I saw his son at a wedding last summer, someone came and said he wanted to meet me, to talk about his dad. I couldnt believe how much he looked like him. very sad, I really miss him.
 
Amazing and sad at the same time.

What did you feel at the funeral? Did you think he was hot in a casket? Or you were overcome with grief?

Did you have an intimate relationship with him?
 
No, I didnt have an intimate relationship with him, but I loved him as a friend. I have more male friends than I do female, always have. girls can be such catty bitches, I dont want to deal with them. They were either trying to fuck my husband or stealing from me.

I wanted to beat his wifes ass at the funeral. She was there with her new boyfriend, one of his friends, the guy was with him when it happened, he got out of the car. Brian jumped in the drivers seat and took off. Then the chase was on.

She was there flaunting her fat ass holding hands with him in front of everyone. Brian was homeless at the time because his whore wife kicked him out to move the other guy in...

I had just talked to him on the phone for over an hour the day before. He was telling me how he really wanted to get his shit together, and told me his plan on how to do it. That was the last time I talked to him. I saw him a week before, I gave him a ride to pick up his van in some alley, he had ditched it there in another police chase, he got away that time. You could say he lived his life on the edge, always running from the cops. It was only a matter of time before something like that happened. He wasnt like that when he was with his wife, and kids.

And yeah he looks good in his casket, They did a good job on his face, he got pretty messed up, he looked like he had alot of cakey make up on to cover the damage.
 
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What his wife did is shameful, what about the kids how are they doing?

You are right, women can be nasty among themselves, I know this from my sister, she too has only a few close female friends.
 
I dont like cheaters, I think its the most disrespectful thing a person can do to their partner.

Kids are doing well. They were well aware of what their mom did, so they hold some resentment.

Is your sister younger than you?
 
My sis is two years younger than me she is 24 and lives in another city with her ugly boyfriend. I call her every day, she is still my sister despite the fact that I totally can't stand her boyfriend.
 
Thats good you talk to her every day. Family is important.

I have a brother 4 years younger than me, we dont talk anymore, its a very long story. He betrayed me in the worst way.
 
we dont talk anymore, its a very long story. He betrayed me in the worst way.

Oh noes. :( I hope you tell us what happened, if it is not too personal of course.

Family is absolutely important because you never know how you are gonna end up.

My sister once caught me jacking off stark naked on the floor.

I told her if she tells mom and dad I will beat her to pulp.

She didn't.

What a lovely girl, isn't she.

She nows I am gay and calls me faggit.

She once caught me staring at a pic of my boyfriend on my PC, he lived in Berlin, Germany and was away, I felt sad and lonely and spent hours just watching his pics on my PC!!!!!

And she caught me and said, "wow, what a cute guy!"

:sm (43):

He was indeed like a model I was head over heels with him.

He said, meaty I like you so much I want you to move with me to Berlin, I will give you money, find you a job etc

And the stupid fuck that I am I said, "No I can't leave my family behind."


Ahhh, how I regret this now it isn't real.

But I was fucking 20 yo and really stupid!!!!

:sm (41): :(

I should have left this shithole a long time ago.
 
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