Yes, I know this is cute dead guys, but I think we are all open here...
A part of my desire is to eat a beautiful young woman's legs. I would want to prepare it neatly and cleanly and cook it as steaks in two ways. One would be without seasoning, just the pure flavor with her beauty and youth as the only seasoning. The other would be nicely seasoned as I like to prepare my steak. I would also have to give in to the animalistic urge to bite through the bare flesh straight off the bone, raw, and slowly chew with care and savor every taste, texture, sound and smell, and my feelings in that moment. There are other steps that would precede this event, it wouldn't just be about the eating. The feeling of excitement, anticipation, and desire at the thought and fantasy of the totality of the event is beyond words. I feel like I need it to be complete. I know I don't, and I know it can't lead anywhere good, but still...
Does anyone else feel this all-consuming desire? How do you deal with it?