Yikes
Have you ever heard of the God wheel? The concept is that sometimes God looks like a snake, blazing with purity, sacred power, love and yet in order for God to truly exist needs to experience evil. In order for the totality of God existance to be complete, sometimes God turns into a snake chasing a very black tail. The tip of the nose represents the compassion, the love, the healng marvel of God and the absolute black of the tip of God's tail represents God at God's worst - this is where malevolence such as butchering, disease, filth, vile odor, hell resides. God understands that dark black evil has to be limited but God rejoices when that aspect of the creationary wheel shows up. Look at the serial killers in the US alone - green rive killer, btk, the killer of migrant workers in california, the zodiac killer, john wayne gacey, wayne williams, son of sam, ed gein, jeffrey dahmer. Here in New Mexico, on an Indian res, 18 prostitutes in various stages of decomposiion were unearthed and yet no one is even discussing this event. In my neighborhood, in an area 2 miles long and only a couple of hundred feet wide, 26 people have died since 2005. Is that a lot? The wheel spins as it spins and I don't care. Hell is hell. We are victims of the curse of God and, as such, sometimes hell shows up around us. Just roll with the changes and keep tellin God to get over God's evil event and to let the snake go so the snake can become lizard and eat and rest. Last night a native woman, drunk, aproached my apartment at 1 in the morning and started bangin on the outside of my apartment with a metal pipe. I could here her mumbling, I'm going to beat you to death. I called 911.
