Very experienced player--damage in the eye of the beholder. Without perforation no danger of peritonitis or bleeding out. That mrhands horse video was of a successful play session that the player, an aerospace engineer who was kinda "up there," survived. He died on a later occasion. Never a camera when you need one. PS If you love to do extreme things and would like to keep on doing them, let your friends take you to a hospital if you muck it up. Otherwise, while you fear losing your job and your security clearance from the publicity, your fun time is quickly running out. Like sands out of the hour glass. OK. Maybe not sand. Back to this dildo play--if you are not really thin it is a waste of time working on exhibitionism. No one can see the intestinal action under a lot of flab. If it feels good and you're happy with the risk, who the hell's business is it? If you'd like to leave us a video peek in your will, in case it doesn't work out, not many here will object. Peace and fun.