When was your first time?

[Meatpie]

First kiss, first cock?

I first kissed....a girl!!! when I was 13.

:sm (30): YUCKY!

First kissed a dude at 18, I liked it and I became such a slut. Started shagging guys, went to gay parties and could pick up dudes take them home, get them drunk and fuck them raw.

In 2008 my horrific necrophilia obsession took over my misery life.

I wanted the guys to play dead for me, I posted their pics on the itnernet...went to see autopsy dudes.

:sm (41):

So when was your first time and how did it go?

 

[roadkill]

Wait, does it make a difference if you did it to someone or if someone did it to you?

 

[Little.Boy.Rot]

Apparently I'm a slut cuz my first kiss was when i was 7.
XD
Ahh young sexual exploration.

 

[useless bum]

In 2008 my horrific necrophilia obsession took over my misery life.

Wait a minute, I thought you were an old timer like the rest of us! You fooled me, huh?

 

[Meatpie]

my first kiss was when i was 7.

:sm (41):

Wait a minute, I thought you were an old timer like the rest of us! You fooled me, huh?

I've always liked guys, body parts and dead things. But in school everyone had a girlfriend and the dudes only talking about screwing the girls.

So I got one, we kissed and hugged and slept together although I never fucked her, were too young for that.

Then one day a classmate came to me and said, "come to the toilets, I wanna show you something".

I went out of curiousity.

Dude undressed himself and showed me his entire body - chest, feet cock and jacked in front of me.

At that fucking moment I realized how beautiful men are, I got a woody and wanted to fuck him real hard.

I thought he wanted it too.

Unfortunately he wasn't cute in the face but nice bod.

We bacame mates but I think this was the moment something snapped in me and I said to myself no more girls.

Then I read an ad in the newspaper "men seeking men"

Called a 24 yo and we dated and kissed....then another one...and another.

I was so cute when I was 19 at one point I was shagging a different guy every night.

At that point I wasn't imaging them dead or having a strong lust for corpses.

I signed up at ogrish and posted dead guys but was still able to have normal relationship with other gay dudes, went out with girls even.

But in 2007 and especiallly in 2008 it all ran out of control.

I started thinking about dead guys every day.

I also had murder urges, suicide looked hot too.

I bought a camera and filmed myself playing dead.

I've shared some of the images with dudes from cdg.

Then I got a sick boyfriend and he agreed to play dead for me.

I took photos and posted him on cute dead guys.

Stark naked.

It was just crazy.

Then I went to see real dead guys at the morgue, jesus christ.

Now the only thing I want is a job in a decent morgue because I hate rotting bodies and I there is always the risk of infection.

I regret lots of my decisions in the past but nothing I can do about it.

 

[BlackWorld]

Untouched

 

[Meatpie]

 

[Little.Boy.Rot]

O_O for real

 

[useless bum]

Untouched

It will happen, so don't worry. I haven't slept with anybody for 9 years. I am not very proud of it, but with this obsession/infatuation, it is just hard. How do I explain, you know? And if I am rejected because of that? Casual sex just doesn't interest me unless the dude is extremely hot and has a hot motorcycle (or motorcycles).

Besides, I am in the Bible Belt, so I am not all that crazy about dating.

 

[Entilzha]

Last year, a certain dude and I touched lips for the first time...

It was wonderful!!

 

[BlackWorld]

Yes useless bum, it IS REALLY hard. I want a man beside me so badly only a touch could turn me on. But not any man would do, I want my man fresh & young & tan & lean with firm bod with a sick mind just like mine so that we can share all our necro fantasies

It just makes me feel crazy. I've had enough of women in my life. They're just like all over in my face, at home, at work, I attend classes just to see some men. Soon I can see myself in my granny's funeral watching her dead wrinkled body getting washed & changed & me helping other family members put her in the casket which is just SAD.

I really hope that it will happen but how??? I've kept playing straight to be socially safe & have no clue what to do. It's high chance I would stay virgin til death.

 

[Meatpie]

Hello BlackWorld, don't worry you will find a partner.

How old are you, you have very high standarts for a partner.

Have you tried signing up at a gay dating site?

 

[BlackWorld]

Have you tried signing up at a gay dating site?

If I want a serious relationship, that's the last thing I'd consider...

 

[dogfood]

My first kiss was at 8 years old. Was with the boy who lived down the street from me.

 

[Meatpie]

Jesus. What happened after that? Where did you kiss?

What if somebody saw you?

That's just crazy.

 

[dogfood]

On the lips. Our other friends were with us and thought it was funny, and he was really embarrassed. Children do the darnedest things.

 

[Meatpie]

So more like a joke, not lust?

How did you feel afterwards?

 

[dogfood]

Perfectly fine. We were innocent children who didn't even know the term gay, so nothing was thought of it. It wasn't till high school till I started realizing those things. Especially when you're on the swim team... >.<

 

[Meatpie]

Awww, and you with your perfect body was the most beautiful princess in the pool, RIGHHTTT

:sm (43):

So when was the first time they punctured your tight little anus?

 

[dogfood]

idk but each guy on the team was hot as hell, and I saw every one of them naked in the showers. Not a single one was even remotely ugly. That's when I realized how much I was attracted to males over females. At that time I considered myself Bi though. Anal sex seemed disgusting to me still. The first time I watched a gay porn I just felt really ill inside and ignored my feelings for a long time.

Wasn't till college that I had sex with a guy.