fireboots

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A lot of people in this and other dark forums like this one have a not so secret fantasy involving their own death. "Cute Dead Guys" is basically a gay necro forum, guys enjoying looking the dead bodies of other men. I'm an outsider here, I'm primarily hetro, though Bi better describes me, and I'm interested in the act of dying rather than the corpse. I also get my biggest thrill by thinking about my own death in a rather extreme way, to be burnt alive naked at the stake. In those fantasies my executioners are usually men, and I do fantasize about other men burning alive too.

Recently I've had offers to fulfill those fantasies both here and on other death themed forums and it got me thinking.
Would I really do it?
Go all the way and burn at the stake to ashes and dust?

The scary thing is that I was seriously considering the idea. I've been close before, most recently during a brief fight with Cancer. Basically my love of life the belief that where there is life there is hope has stopped me from fulfilling my ultimate fantasy. If death was the only option I would choose to burn, but death, while inevitable, is never the only option.

My Question to the members of Cute Dead Guys is: If given a serious offer to fulfill your ultimate death fantasy would you accept?

If you don't want your opinions known by the general forum please PM me.
Fireboots
 
Under the right circumstances, absolutely. If I had a terminal disease I probably would. If my Mom were to die, then no doubt. (Yes people, I am a mama's boy, I'm not ashamed of it!)
 
Under the right circumstances, absolutely. If I had a terminal disease I probably would. If my Mom were to die, then no doubt. (Yes people, I am a mama's boy, I'm not ashamed of it!)

so am i bro..............
 
I think if I had the chance to fulfill my ultimate death fantasy I would do it
 
My fantasy is to be abducted by a man who bind me, spread eagle (either in an abandoned building or even my own apartment) and proceed to apply a topical poison to my naked body. Type of toxian could by either fast or slow acting And could be applied alone or in conjuction with a skin irritant such as urushiol oil (the irrtant found in Poison Ivy). Once bound and naked I would be at the mercy of my killer as to how long and how painful my death would be. :-)
 
My ultimate death fantasy is to be beheaded. I'd only actually do it if the member of my immediate family were gone. like in a airplane accident - suicide would be one thing - but bulding a guillotine would be too wierd. I think I'd hook up a few guys in a bar and get to know them - a few like me and a few potentisl executioner. If we hit it off we go up to one of the hotel rooms and talk more about or fantsies and whn they started, etc.
 
Some good stories here. I am in a sort of similar mindset to "bindiboi" in that under the right circumstances I could totally see my self actualizing my ultimate death fantasy. Those circumstances would have to be very extreme, but the thought of that final ending is never far from the surface.
 
My ultimate fantasy is to die in the Electric Chair so it's very unlikely it'll ever happen, as I don't live in America, and it's sort of being phased out. Besides I'd have to kill people to get there, and I don't think I'd be comfortable doing that. Hanging would be a second option, I suppose I could always just go to Iran hahah. But no, seriously I want to live a relatively long life, no plans to die any time soon.
 
My ultimate fantasy is to die in the Electric Chair so it's very unlikely it'll ever happen, as I don't live in America, and it's sort of being phased out. Besides I'd have to kill people to get there, and I don't think I'd be comfortable doing that. Hanging would be a second option, I suppose I could always just go to Iran hahah. But no, seriously I want to live a relatively long life, no plans to die any time soon.

Likewise, this is all fantasy for me too. But thinking about being on the scaffold with a group of my horny friends being guillotined really gets me hot...when I shoot it's almost always my head under the blade as I hear the drum roll start. And I imagine stretching out my neck as far as I can and staring into the basket! After I cum I'm glad it's all fantasy and know how great it makes we shoot...but whenever I see a beheading scene in a movie or in TV I have to really focus to avoid getting a wet spot in my trousers...unless I'm watching it alone...in which case I'm already nude and dripping!
 
I wouldn't, not now. I couldn't do that to my family.

Maybe in my late 30s, or in my 40s, though. I want to die before age gets the best of me.
 
Similar to what GNJ and Waikiki have said, as much as I'd like to put myself in a scenario that could result in me fulfilling my death fantasy, I couldn't put my parents in the position of burying their son, either. I could see myself definitely doing it if I found out I had a terminal disease, though. Better to go out on my terms, experiencing the ultimate (and final) thrill and leaving behind a good-looking corpse (perhaps for someone else to enjoy?), than to waste away slowly and leave behind a shell of my former self.
 
I've been in a similar mindset about my parents and family as mentioned by several posters here.
How could I off myself to fulfill some crazy fantasy after they spent 4 days beside my broken comatose 19 year old body wondering if I was going to live or die?
My parents are gone, but my siblings are still around. I've lived with chronic pain now for 35, almost 36 years, and it is getting worse, but I've lived a good life, I have no real reason to end it. What sparked me to create this thread was I came very close to that edge this December. 2012 was a "Heavy Year" for me, and the temptation to fulfill my ultimate fantasy was getting very strong.
 
My own death fantasy is to be killed by a handsome hairy naked stud after we have had steaming sex, by him stabbing me several times in my torso, and finally in my heart. But I have no desire at all to have it fulfilled in reality. Maybe if I would be incurably and terminally ill and dead soon anyway it would be a better way to go than just die from the disease.
 
To quote Terry Jacks from "Seasons in the Sun": "it is hard to die now that Spring is in the air." but I'm getting some powerful urges to at least role play out my ultimate fantasy of getting burnt at the stake nude.
Fireboots
 
Timing is everything. I can totally see a time when I'd realize my "Ultimate Death Fantasy". There are times when all I can think about is walking naked to the stake, getting tied up then having a fire lit under my waiting butt. My survival instincts are to strong to let that happen now, but maybe, just maybe, I'll go to a fiery doom.
 
Pity you can't go to the MiddleAges be a heretic them you'd be burned at the stake - don't know if they did it naked
Mine is death in battle by bullet, bayonet or shrapnel - joined Army as young as I could but it hasn't happened yet
 
Pity you can't go to the MiddleAges be a heretic them you'd be burned at the stake - don't know if they did it naked
Mine is death in battle by bullet, bayonet or shrapnel - joined Army as young as I could but it hasn't happened yet
Ah, the things that dreams are made of! As for being burnt naked, it depends on where you were and what you getting burnt for. Bruno Giordano was burnt nude, as were most of the Cathars. The North American Indians always burnt their victims nude. Germany was big on nude executions, and so were parts of France. The Brits weren't into nude burnings, at least in officially published executions, though the Scots were on occasion. In the Celtic "Beltane" and similar ceremonial sacrifices the victims were usually nude, and very often willing.
 
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