You are an enigma nightviper. Your photos show you enjoy voyeurism, having no fear of allowing people to see you. But, you invite someone to send you to your maker. It's difficult to understand what YOU want from this encounter. Your invitation clearly adds a great deal of liability to whoever might fulfill your wish whether role play or real. Could you be a bit more specific about your goals? Are you inviting the curious or the Kevorkian?
I notice that some of your photos show you being bagged. Have you ever had a partner bag you until unconscious? How close to the edge have you been?