My deepest desires you say? Well, I enjoy the thought of torturing and killing cute young virile men. I'm a hardcore necrophile that would love the feel of not only a fresh corpse, but one that's been sitting cold for a while. I also have a fetish for heartbeats, and stopping them. I like being the top partner in a BDSM relationship, I can't stand pain or being tortured myself. Not that anyone here would want to see me being tortured, as I am a woman. I have a boyfriend, and I fantasize about him and snuffing him all the time. Don't worry, it's just that - a fantasy. Though, if I can get his permission, I may photomanip him.