living_dead_guy
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- Joined
- Feb 9, 2012
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- Among the Living
Hey all,
New guy here. I was the weird kid in high school--the one who dressed in black and listened to metal. In keeping up appearances, I developed an appreciation for all things poor taste. One of my appreciations was for serial killers. I read as many books on them as I could find, and one day noticed that my reaction to them was arousal. That's when I first realized that I had snuff fantasies. I put myself into every book I read, identifying--not with the killer--but with the victim.
Today, I have a wide palette of odd fantasies that range from being crushed to being cleanly killed and left to decompose into nothing to being mutilated. I'm versatile and see the indignity of death as the exciting part and not so much the method. It's the idea of being objectified and reduced. I like name-calling, humiliation, submission, and other things like that to sometimes incorporate into a fantasy.
Anyway, I'm not exactly sure yet what this site is all about, but I wanted to introduce myself in hopes that I might come across a like-minded individual or two.