My parents have always tried to protect me and my sister from viewing corpses, when a relative passed they would say something "He is gone into a deep sleep" or something similar but deep down we knew that this was much more serious than just taking a nap.
As kids we had lots of free time especially during summer and all the boys from the nieghbourhood will arm ourselves and chase stray dogs. We surrounded them and killed them all, one by one.
Our parents were toiling away at work and had no idea what we were up to during the long summer days.
Not all dudes could deal with the corpses because of the stench but I and a few other guys were responsible for disposing of the carcasses. We buried them but we left a few ones for our own experiments - some we left in the sun and we watched them decompose others we put in shallow graves then exhumed them, I really enjoyed it.
I guess I was ready for forensic expert even back then but I didn't realize humans also go stiff and melt after death, my parents never allowed us to see a real human cadaver.
But one sunny day as we were playing outside two speeding cars collided metres away from us, one car full of passangers flipped several times like in an action movie and landed on its roof. Passangers trapped, feet in the air, heads bleeding and absolutely not able to move.
It was a horrible car wreck, we wanted to go and see up close but other people quickly chased us away and called an amulance, it was a total mess.
I and my sister were confied to our rooms for the rest of the day. Later I heard people died in that wreck, I mean it was really bad.
But I guess the moment of truth when I realized I was a true gay necro was again in my childhood, kids in the neighbourhood gathered and decided to play doctor.
Some wanted to be patients, others doctor.
I wanted to be a forensic expert.
When a patient died the sent the body to me, a dude will lie on a table for me, playing dead and I would inspect him and prepare for funeral.
It was the most exciting game I've ever played.
I realized I was somehow different from other dudes, girls never made me horny but when I got a "dead guy" I creamed my pants with pleasure and excitement.