I know there is already a thread for weird fetishes, but even before I watched my first gay video of a bukkake party I always fantasized my friends giving me a birthday party with me as the bukkake boy. I had a group of jo buds but it was strictly jo, not "gay", but I'd beat off fantasizing sucking them off until they were edging and then move on to the next guy before he cums. Eventually they all cum in my mouth and all over my face and hair. I think the "humiliation" of it really got me off once I realized in my fantasy that they all knew it was the the best birthday present they could give me. When I finally saw bukkake porn and I heard the way the guys talk to the bukkake boy I realized it was supposed to be humiliating. Is this considered a weird fetish, or is it one of the standard fantasies that other gay guys have but don't have a group of bukkake pals do do it with?