Dead near his flip-flop

[Meatpie]

Repost I know but in case you missed him.

With cute face like a model's, nice body and feet dude is among my favourties.

I would shag him hard and long, suck his toes, kiss his purple lips, flip him over and stick it up his tiny ass, then I will lick his anus and put my entire arm in him.

I would put my cock in his mouth and I will cum on his hair, then spread it on his face.

I will also suck his nipples and belly button and even put his hand in my mouth.

I will suck and eat every bit and part of this cute dead guy he is so handsome.

Dude met a horrific death.

Hottie drowned

I want him I want him in my fridge for keeps.

 

[aguy305]

Hot guy. What a peaceful face.

 

[Meatpie]

Do you think he would've made a fine young soldier hadn't he croaked?

 

[aguy305]

Has the body for one.

 

[Meatpie]

What would you like to do with his body?

 

[aguy305]

Kiss him. suck his cock, fuck him. Run my hands all over him.

 

[Meatpie]

Man you are a necrophile.

 

[aguy305]

Man you are a necrophile.

LOL...I am here.

 

[Meatpie]

Lots of people are here yet most are ashamed to admit their are necrophiles.

Have you been suicidal?

 

[aguy305]

I have in my past. Though to preempt a possible follow up on it, it was not related to my necro or orientation.

 

[Meatpie]

How did you plan to do it?

 

[aguy305]

How did you plan to do it?

That question is part of the reason I didn't go through with it. I was attempting to think of a way where my body would not be discovered by my parents ( I lived with them at the time). My preferred method was hanging or overdose.

 

[Meatpie]

Hanging is painful, and if you don't drop from height it will take minutes until you pass out.

I know you are aware of this now, were you back then?

Overdose on what?

Killing yourself is not easy in my opinion. Why did you want to do it?

 

[aguy305]

I was aware of that at the time, I actually wanted it to be slow if it were to be that method.

I had access to some potent morphine among other narcotics.

No it is not, at least the decision part of it. I guess the best explanation would be that, when you are in so much pain, and there seems to be no hope of halting it, the conclusion you draw is that the only way to turn that "off" would be to just end your life. It is guaranteed to end you pain.

 

[Meatpie]

Pain you main physical pain or emotional?

If you hanged yourself you realize you will be blue/purple and probably shit and piss yourself?

Don't you think that be embarrassing for whoever finds you?

Personally I prefer morphine or car exhaust fumes.

If I ever come to suicide, I will put a tube in my mouth, seal my nose with plaster, then light a fire and breathe deeply through the tube.

Also there is a drug that I am allergic to it, they nearly killed me with it.

I passed out when they injected me.

I will find it, take it and I think it will kill me but it will take some time and will be painful I will puke.

When the nurse gave me the injection I puked, then fainted.

 

[aguy305]

Pain you main physical pain or emotional?

If you hanged yourself you realize you will be blue/purple and probably shit and piss yourself?

Don't you think that be embarrassing for whoever finds you?

Personally I prefer morphine or car exhaust fumes.

If I ever come to suicide, I will put a tube in my mouth, seal my nose with plaster, then light a fire and breathe deeply through the tube.

Also there is a drug that I am allergic to it, they nearly killed me with it.

I passed out when they injected me.

I will find it, take it and I think it will kill me but it will take some time and will be painful I will puke.

When the nurse gave me the injection I puked, then fainted.

-After awhile Emotional pain can = physical pain.


-I had it planned to where I would make sure I had empty bowels.


-Yes it would. Thus the advance planning.

-Thought about it. Thought it would be too much work with the car thing.

-That sucks man.

 

[Meatpie]

So what drove you to suicide?

You are a soldier, you are supposed to be tough.

Do you know someone from the army who offed themselves?

I watched a report on CNN that many soldiers who come from Iraq kill themselves?

 

[aguy305]

-A sibling had a drug addiction problem that was overwhelming the family.

-This was before I enlisted. We are tough in the exterior, inside we are like everyone else.

-Not personally no.

-This is true. This is a big problem that is often not diagnosed properly. We have a new veteran's affair secretary that wants to make treatment of PTSD a priority.

 

[Meatpie]

Your sister was doing drugs? Is this what you are saying? Thats hard to take. But if you offed yourself that would have been even more devastating.

Hope she is OK now.

 

[aguy305]

It was a brother. He is fine now. It was his addiction and all that comes with that...the stealing, lying, him getting shot etc. So it just took a toll. I was the only "rock" in the family at the time, everyone was emotionally unstable and I was the one that was holding everyone together,,,eventually that took a toll, thankfully not a fatal one.