i've always wanted to be live roasted. i always saw my self been taken off the street and put in a cage and kept tied up and been fattened up while been made to submit by been used as a sex toy and then in within a few day been put on a water diet to clean me out with a couple of enemas inbetween to clean my intestines out then on the day been stuffed with sage onion stuffing and sew up my anal area after stuffing all my bottom. then been sewn up. stuffed down my mouth lots of vegetables for roasting. then tied with oven tiwine into the turkey position and then thrusting in the oven after been basted with a marinade then been cooked alive until roasted and then taken by the diner to the table and eaten all up.