It is not just you.
I have ringing too and not much can be done about it. My doctor told me the auditory nerve in my right ear is damaged by an unkown cause. He gave me drugs and vitamins but nothing helped.
I started taking ginkgo biloba - high doses, every days for months.
Up to 1 mg a day!
At first no change, but then it subsided so I can hardly hear it now and it doesn't bother me, only at night when it is very quiet.
Dear friend, no reason to get depressed, there are much worse things than this.
I strongly recommend that you start taking Ginko extracts as soon as possible and you will see that it will help you in a few months!
The ringing may not disappear but it will gradually become less noticeable, try it and I am hoping you will post again and have improvement!
I wish you the best of health in the new year!
Life is hard for all people - we will die sooner or later, don't think about it too much!