ANYONE KNOW HOW TO DISPOSE OF A DEAD SCHIZOPHRENIC?

[Craigie Boy]

I'll fucking murder him - I mean it. He's driving me as crazy as he is. I'm at the end of my tether, and he'll be at the end of my tether when I put a rope round his neck and sling him out of the shit-house window. If you come and collect the poisonous little cunt you can do what you want with him. You can drape him over his darling daddy's gravestone and fuck his dead arse until the top of his poxy head blows off for all I care...

 

[Meatpie]

OMG, what happened?

 

[Craigie Boy]

He went totally apeshit and attacked me. I've slung him in the bedroom and locked him in. I can't take any more of this, Meatpie. I'm not going to kill him, I promise you. I just wanted to share my feelings with the guys while I pluck up courage to ring the crisis management team and they'll come and take the poor sod to a secure ward and he'll be re-sectioned and probably never let out again. I hate him because of what he's put me through, but I feel sorry for him, you warned me that he was evil but I didn't want to listen. Well now I know. Most of Micky died when his dad died. So he's something quite unique on this site. He's a cute living dead guy. Poor little fucker. He doesn't mean to be evil, Meatpie. He can't help it. Right, I'm going to ring the team now. Craig (aka Judas)

 

[Meatpie]

I am really sorry Craig. Schizophrenia is a devastating condition both for the sufferer and for those around him.

You are doing the right thing.

 

[Craigie Boy]

I know that. Cheers m8. He didn't even look at me when they led him out. This is for him:

http://youtu.be/jffsG0VR4Gw

 

[Craigie Boy]

And this is for me:

http://youtu.be/qsMz9vIaLwQ

 

[mxboots888]

Craigie,

 

[Craigie Boy]

Craigie,

Thanks pal xx

 

[Craigie Boy]

From "The Dialogue of a Would-Be Suicide with his Soul", one of my favourite poems:

To whom should I speak today? Faces are blank. Every man has his face downcast in the company of his brothers.
To whom should I speak today? None is content, and he with whom one walked is no more.
To whom should I speak today? I'm laden with misery for lack of an intimate friend.
To whom should I speak today? The evil that treads this land, it has no end.

And that was written four thousand years ago! Four thousand years of hate, violence, suffering and death.... I hate this fucking world. I hate this fucking life.

 

[Meatpie]

I know that. Cheers m8.

Do you really? If you knew why did you get involved with him in the first place?

For how long are they gonna keep him this time? Poor dude.

 

[ArrowMan]

Hey CraigieBoy mate,

Yous has me confused!
IS this dude yous write about a boyfriend of yours? IF so, he sounds totally fuckedUP n' needs to be given the boot.

YET are yous all messedUP now, too? Yous sounds in really bad shape!

Yous must pull yourself together, mate!

 

[Craigie Boy]

Do you really? If you knew why did you get involved with him in the first place?

For how long are they gonna keep him this time? Poor dude.

You told me I was doing the right thing. That's why I said "I know that". He's been put on a section 4 and detained until this coming Sunday as a danger to other people, then he's up for full assessment. He hasn't a hope in hell of passing that. So he'll be put on a secure ward till a panel decides he's safe to be let out, like last time. He could be in there for the next couple of years

He'd be okay if he took his olanzapine, but he's totally convinced it's going to make him fat. They told me he'd try every trick in the book to avoid swallowing the tablets, so it was my job to give it him as a liquid, make sure he drank every last drop, watch while he swallowed it, make him open his mouth. You know, on a couple of occasions I've had to hold his nose to make him swallow the stuff? And I never knew when he was going to turn on me for trying to make him fat because I hated him. Giving Micky his medication was like feeding a cross between a thomson's gazelle and a tasmanian devil. But the cunning little bugger must have taken to sneaking out into the street at the back and making himself sick. That's the only explanation I can think of for him going mental again. He never used the bathroom or I'd have heard him. It just wasn't working, chief, not for either of us. That's why I know I've done the right thing in ending it.

 

[Craigie Boy]

Hey CraigieBoy mate,

Yous has me confused!
IS this dude yous write about a boyfriend of yours? IF so, he sounds totally fuckedUP n' needs to be given the boot.

YET are yous all messedUP now, too? Yous sounds in really bad shape!

Yous must pull yourself together, mate!

Boyfriend? *bitter laugh* No, he just lived with me, if you can call it living. He never called me his boyfriend, not even once he didn't. Guy he called his boyfriend was a poison dwarf from Salford called Billy. Weirdest relationship I ever saw. Whenever they met they used to scowl and square up to each other, bunching their fists and jutting their chins out. Next news they'd be rolling about on the floor kicking shit out of each other like a couple of fighting tomcats. I once threw a pan of water over them. No, I wasn't Micky's boyfriend, I was his male nurse. There's a scary nursery rhyme: "Always hold on tight to nurse, for fear of finding something worse." They'll nail that to Micky's cell door when the poor tormented little sod's got himself locked up for ever in Rampton.

I'm good at pulling myself together, mate. At least I'm good at pulling myself, which I'll need to be, living on my own in an empty flat without a boyfriend. Thanks for caring. Hey, you wouldn't fancy flying in from Chicagoland and giving me a sympathy fuck, would you? A big bad Yank in my bed's just what I need right now.

Seriously, Larr, I'll be okay.

 

[Meatpie]

You have to move on with your life, you'll find a partner and you'll be happy...poor Micky, you did well m8.

 

[Craigie Boy]

You have to move on with your life, you'll find a partner and you'll be happy...poor Micky, you did well m8.

 

[Meatpie]

BTW, there are lots of young handsome guys in Bulgaria who are schizo.

Check this site, it's for missing people. If you read the details most of the missing young fit cute guys are all suffering from schizo.

http://lipsva.com/blog/izdirva_se/76c36c60a7ef93d

 

[Craigie Boy]

BTW, there are lots of young handsome guys in Bulgaria who are schizo.

Check this site, it's for missing people. If you read the details most of the missing young fit cute guys are all suffering from schizo.

http://lipsva.com/blog/izdirva_se/76c36c60a7ef93d

Just packed up and got out ten days ago. Went to stay with my Gran in Filey. 'Course it was blowing a fucking hurricane nearly all the time. The whole UK seems to be heading under water. The ship that abandoned the sinking rats, eh? Back home and feeling a lot better. I did what I could, it just wasn't good enough. I appreciate your advice and support, Meatpie. I appreciate it very strongly. I'll get by.

 

[Meatpie]

Good to see you back m8.

I have great respect for you now after reading your posts about deranged Micky....truly sad.... not a lot of dudes will be able to take that kind of shit.

I know you loved him.

Are you willing to share some pics of you two guys together with us, show us your happy moments.

 

[Craigie Boy]

Sure, of course I will, it'll be good to let you all see Micky - and me - at our STYLISH best. A small album, maybe? A kind of commemoration? But not just yet I don't think. At the moment I'm in a mood for clearing every last trace of him out of my flat, out of my head, out of my life. You know how it is

 

[bindiboi]

This all really saddens me. I think deep down he is a good kid. I hope he get's well, and I hope you can deal with all this. You deserve happiness too.