When I told my boyfriend I wanted to work in a morgue...

[Meatpie]

As a consequence of my parents' deaths on the eve of my 13th birthday...

Man, I am sorry that you had to go through this traumatic experience at such a tender age, would be hard on any 13 year old.. How did they die?

So what's your mental problem exactly, what meds do you take? Can you love another man? Have you found love or just sex that interests you?

 

[Waratplay]

How did they die?

I wanted a bike for my birthday that was the same as my mates (He got his for Christmas). They had gone to pick it up and get Chinese Takeaways for dinner. There was an unfortunate incident on a roundabout involving a very drunk driver. No bike, no parents. That is why I don't receive presents anymore as I know the the person who gives me the present will die. If someone does give me a present, I don't open it and they don't die. Works every time so far.

So what's your mental problem exactly, what meds do you take?

I have been diagnosed with about everything. It has gone from shock to depression to psychosis induced sexual deviance to bipolar. Take you pick. I pick the sexual deviance, if I have a choice. I have 'episodes' which is why you wont see me posting for periods. I have had lots of meds, some were being tried out on me to see what they would do. Some of the fun ones have been, or are, Xanax, Clomipamine, Diazapam, Doxepin, Tofranil, Veraparmil, Lithotabs,Amitriptyline, Tranylcypromine. Diazapam is the best one to play with. I have spent weeks at a time being dosed during my 'episodes', which is when I think I have received a lot of sex.

Can you love another man? Have you found love or just sex that interests you?

I had a regular boyfriend for about 6 years, but he has moved on now. While we were together we had other separate and joint partners. I see guys only for their potential for sex. I am up for anything but I expect that anything a guy does to me, I can do to him. I had a job in sports medicine and was studying towards a qualification but was let go for inappropriate sexual behaviour with clients. So now everyone knows.

 

[Meatpie]

I wanted a bike for my birthday that was the same as my mates (He got his for Christmas). They had gone to pick it up and get Chinese Takeaways for dinner. There was an unfortunate incident on a roundabout involving a very drunk driver. No bike, no parents. That is why I don't receive presents anymore as I know the the person who gives me the present will die. If someone does give me a present, I don't open it and they don't die. Works every time so far.

Jesus man, I am sorry. One of the sadest stories I've read.

We will all end up in tragedy.

I have been diagnosed with about everything. It has gone from shock to depression to psychosis induced sexual deviance to bipolar. Take you pick.

Sexual deviance rawks, oh come one we all have it. It's what makes sex interesting in the first place - experiencing new thrills and playing out kinky fantasies. Bipolar is more serious but can be managed.

I see guys only for their potential for sex.

Good. It's stupid fallng in love, I used to believe I could really fall for another man but now I seriously doubt I could feel anything about another person.

 

[Waratplay]

Thank you for your sympathy. My bipolar is as controlled as it can be
Maybe we can catch up for sex one day

Please share. We have no secrets here.

So how about a pic of you to wank over at night

 

[Meatpie]

Maybe we can catch up for sex one day

That would be fun yes as we both like to play dead, naked on table is sweet.

 

[mxboots888]

I'd play dead for you as well, MP