I certainly don't hate my cock or balls but I love very extreme cbt sessions. I'm proud of what they can take especially my cock. My Master before he died often put me in competition against other Master's pain slaves when it boiled down to cock torture I was & remain undefeated. A fact that I'm rather proud of. I haven't gone into competition for years now but still believe that my cock is capable of victory. The adrenaline rush both during & after a victory is amazing.