Have you ever almost died during autoerotic asphyxiation?

[chokeslave1990]

for me it was like a light dimmer and a loud ringing noise, I couldn't even hear myself choking

 

[chokestud]

For me when I'm choked out time seem to stand still. I feel very alert and acute. I hear a ringing oise and a pounding in my head loke hands pounding on a metal trash cans. My hands start to drawn out and inward and seizes and cramp. I began yo spasm and twich as I feel my body float and muscles relax. Sometimes I piss. Somerime in the last moments the fight or flight kicks in I found myself self coming to springing off the bed or yo my feet in a total state of confusion and disorientation. Bouncing off wall and or pissing our cumming or both. Once or twice I threw up. In a way I was su peace and had no fear of dying. I was experiencing a tunnel
Vision the whole time.

 

[badtom]

Norslad, I have also felt that excitement of noosing myself up, and stepping off a chair or footstool, with the rope or belt just the right length. It's amazing how much better you can feel afterwards, even after what anyone would agree was a very crappy day / week / month. Blows that bad stuff right out.

And it also sometimes brings us face-to-face with that dark place in ourselves that does not want to stop, when our bright mind, so concerned with light and responsibility and wakefulness shouts at us that we must.

Thank you for sharing your story.

 

[badtom]

I almost hung myself in autoerotic asphyxiation. I did in plenty of times and it went smoothly and the last time i did it, I hung myself as I was jerking off, I kicked the books from under me. And I was only on my tiptoes, as I was having an amazing orgasm, I suddenly felt my legs go numb and arms werent doing what i wanted which was to pull myself up or cut the rope with the nearby knife I placed. And all that was going through my mind was, fuck fuck fuck, such a vivid memory, I was dangling and scraping my toes against the floor. Then I blacked out for what I felt was two seconds, and the pipe I strung myself up on broke. Coughing and crawling ripping off the noose, and thinking obviously, holy fuck I almost died and luckily it was the winter so I claimed a pipe bursted

A good illustration of how quickly we can get into trouble, even if we've planned fairly well (knife in easy reach,) and have a lot of experience. There isn't always much warning between I'm feeling OK and the often deadly my body isn't working right anymore.

I'm so glad that pipe broke, and you are here to relate your very, very hot story. I wonder how many of us (who cannot now tell their tale,) did the very same thing, and the pipe / rope / strap did not break?

 

[Meatpie]

What you both describe doesn't involve loss of consciousness.

The brain switches off no time to react and when you are conscious again you may find your body in a different position, fallen over or head twisted.

I love it. I wake up and my head is twisted like a real dead guy, like a fucking naked doll for play. Anyone could haved fucked me during that time and I wouldn't have known it.

One evening I started passing out every 15 minutes because the respitory center in my brain got damaged from lack of oxygen and even though I wanted to breathe I couldn't.

I was headed for terminal apnea.

When you reach terminal apnea brain cells begin to switch off in as little as 3 minutes. This is when you turn blue and your heart start pumping so hard it feels as it is going to rip itself apart. Parts of the brain stop communicating with each other and this is when all conscious thought falls apart.

The dimming and tunnel vision is caused by retinal ganglion cells suffering from lack of oxygen they are very sensitive and can easily die when deprived of oxygen or nutrients.

Very scary.

When the brain is completely deprived of oxygen and death is imminent incredible reflexes from deep within the brain stem come to the rescue. Deep breathing movements are attempted, heart pumping 150 bmp or more, blood pressue shoots up to 160/90.

I measured it because I started feeling super dizzy and faint.

 

[chokestud]

Thank you Meatpie for that explanation. I have always wanted to know why I crave that feeling. During strangle sex I want choked and strangled to pass out each time. It's so euphoirc and I shoot loads of cum. I never understood why. Lucky I have alway friends and partner who understand my need to be strangked.

 

[Norslad]

I have been hanged as well. And then I passed out.
The disappointing thing with the otherwise extremely intense and horny ordeal was that I passed out right away. I can only remember the first split second and then my mind switched over to a daydreaming like state.
When my conscience came back I was lying convulsing on the floor. I loved it all and the man that hanged me did a good job but I didn’t experience the actual hanging and that was one of my cravings. No sounds, no calm feelings, no light just ordinary day dreams.
I have an idea of a spiritual side to the hanging experience, and for me hanging is a mean to a purpose. I get off on bad boys and authority men, the meaner the better. And the hanging part of it all manifests an ultimate surrender from my side. In the best scenario I survive and are invited to join the stronger and more fierce men as one of them. As my nick name suggests I have a thing for Vikings. The main god of the Vikings vas Odin. Another name for him was Hangatyr meaning “God for the hanged”. In the norse warrior cult hanging was on of the main ways to come in contact with the god. Defeated men in battle were hanged as a sacrifice to him.
Hanging has been around for as far as mankind has trampled the earth. I think there are answers to find in studying why we uses the rope and gallows for executing men, and why so much erotic thoughts has been connected to this over the centuries.

My best

Norslad

 

[bluefish20008]

My experience is nowhere near the critical moment as you shared, but had caused some temporary physical impact in me.

I stood on the chair, put my neck into the noose, inhaled poppers, then stepped off.
The next moment, I found myself sitting in my bed, headache - it was a couple of minutes which I couldn't recall anything.
I was being referred to Emergency Unit in hospital on next day, as I had allegedly knocked my head on floor and caused concussion. It took more than 2 weeks for the swell to get off. At the moment, I still can feel sore while chewing.

Any sensation or orgasm in the process? I don't think so. Literature stories might have exaggerated the part.

 

[Meatpie]

I think you almost died bluefish hope there is no permanent brain damage.

Did you really want to do it or was just a game?

So most of us who passed out agree dying is not that exciting after all?

 

[badtom]

My experience is nowhere near the critical moment as you shared, but had caused some temporary physical impact in me.

I stood on the chair, put my neck into the noose, inhaled poppers, then stepped off.
The next moment, I found myself sitting in my bed, headache - it was a couple of minutes which I couldn't recall anything.
I was being referred to Emergency Unit in hospital on next day, as I had allegedly knocked my head on floor and caused concussion. It took more than 2 weeks for the swell to get off. At the moment, I still can feel sore while chewing.

Any sensation or orgasm in the process? I don't think so. Literature stories might have exaggerated the part.

It sounds like you had the noose tied to a solid attachment, with no particular escape mechanism. Is that right? If so, then the attachment must have broken.
Fascinating about your memory loss surrounding those few minutes.

If you still feel sore while eating, this must have been fairly recently. I concur with Meatpie, I hope you don't suffer any lasting deficit.

Glad you're still with us. & thanks for sharing your story.

 

[mxriderdude]

I'm so hard reading all these, want to play right now.

 

[deaddirty]

mxriderdude - being serious just for a moment, don't go too far whille you are horned up thinking of guys who almost went too far by accident!

 

[chokestud]

I usually have other people strangle me or hang. I rarely play alone because I always have a spotter. But I came very close many many times

 

[djbear]

I passed out when I first tried hanging when I was back in High School. I had a mirror set up to see how hard I would get - my cock got really hard and red and then I passed out, crumpled to the floor because the bathrobe rope I was using broke when I passed out with my full weight on it. I was lucky. I have known two guys through correspondence who died accidently while playing alone - a most dengerous thing to do.

 

[brown_log]

I'm glad you are fine, take care.

 

[necrocream]

What did passing out feel like? I almost hanged myself on a pipe when I was 19 it was scary but the cum was shooting two metres away.

I used to do it a lot in my twenties. My technique was to use a belt hung over a rod so I'd pull tight with my left hand and jack off with my right, usually looking at my best and sickest porn.

My cum would really shoot, too, and it was always really, really liquid-y, like water. Much more so than normal.

I can't say that the sensation of orgasm was more intense, but the overall experience was intoxicating.

I only passed out once as I started, lost my grip when I did, and my butt landed on the floor. I just went black for a couple of seconds and then regained consciousness. It kind of scared me but in a good way.

 

[Outlawbiker]

I knew a guy back around 94, 95 who was into fireman's gear. He as some other guys played around with asphyxiation and Jacking off. One time He didn't make it. The ones that were there will not talk about it. I did get out of them he had his fireman's gear on. Hip boots, coat, helmet and respirator face mask.

 

[strangleboy]

I'll toss my story into the mix as well, I've been playing strangling myself since I was 14, I used to wait until the family was gone for the full day and start mid afternoon. One of those days, I did my usual, I stripped naked, brought the ladder in from the garage and leaned it up against the wall. overhead was the opening to the attic which I opened. I would tie a rope on the rafters and make a noose. I would slip the noose over my head and facing forward, step down the ladder one at a time until it was heard to breath, my cock would always get rock hard, I would sometime step down one more and come back up one to increase the pressure and the feeling. It was amazing feeling, looking back it's no wonder I didn't die doing that stupid stunt. I did come close 2 summers ago, I was at a buddies house and we were messing around, I found a nice wide web belt and I thought this would be good to try, so I got naked, hung it over the door and closed the door, slipped my head into the belt loop and put my weight on it. I immediately got rock hard and felt dizzy, I kept putting more weight on it and next thing I know, I'm walking up on the floor with my dick dripping in cum, looking up at my buddy, he said, you went to far...

Damn that felt amazing, I still prefer to be strangled by hands, both giving and receiving, it's hard to find a playmate into the same thing. Wish I had someone to play with regularly, but lesson learned, never play alone. I had a buddy who went to far playing alone and he's gone now, he was 28.

 

[AndrewCroll]

I have had several "close calls' The first one happened, when I was a 14 yearrs old. It was the most drastic in my further experience. May be it just was not a time for me to leave our world. I don't know any other reason, why I syrvived that time. I was stupid and thought, that I know about hangings everything. May be after such experience I learned a lot about hangings. I was preparing for exams in other dancing classes, I put on my three-piece suit prepared for this event, and used a silk belt of my olders sister as a noose. Suddenly, I woke up and understood, that I was in one step to the die.

 

[AndrewCroll]

My dear Friend, passing out is coming very quickly. Even if you prepared to meet this condition very well. Another option is when your body loses control and you start jerking. What it is interesting, in souch case you don't have panic. Everything is going on like it should be going on. Unfortunately, it's very difficult to release the noose because your hands are jerking and are not able to help you.