Gay and proud, are you?

[NecroHeadfucker]

When I was growing up I knew I was different because I felt different then the other boys. When I got older, all of my friends were noticing girls but I didn't and I started paying attention to guys. I came to the realization I was gay in 7th grade, but kept it a secret. I would jack off to Playgirl and images of naked men fucking, kissing, sucking dick, etc. But, I was afraid to come out because of where I live it wasn't very tolerant of gay people. Figured if I came out and admitted I was gay, I would be made an outcast by everyone at school and become a target of hate and violence.

When I got out of high school, I went directly to college and then began to open up more. I kissed a man for the first time and it was AMAZING! Made me feel ways I never thought I could feel before, and then we had sex and I started feeling love for the man. I felt feelings I never felt before, I was always thinking of him and wanting to spend time with him and I wanted to take him out on dates and such. Feeling love for him made me realize that I'm not different than anybody, just happen to like men sexually and romantically.

After that, I realized I am who I am, and now I'm proud to be gay. I can stand up for myself and say that yes, I'm gay, so what?

Are you proud and happy you are gay?

 

[bindiboi]

I was an odd one. I never really paid any attention to anyone sexually. I had girlfriends but that was more because I thought that was just what you were supposed to do, I never had true attraction. It wasn't until after I graduated from high school that it clicked and I started being attracted to guys. The actual act of sex though never mattered to me and to a point I am still that way. It is all the other things that matter, the kissing, the holding. the actual sleeping skin to skin with another man. So yeah, I am proud that I am gay. It helps that I have understanding parents (my mom is a lesbian).

 

[djbear]

I am proud. When I look back, my best friend and I in Grade 3 had little to do with the other boys games but we would evaluate boys and find out where the attractive ones lived and ride out bikes by their house. Then in university I loved going to the swimming pool because the showers and sauna always had nice naked bodies. Despite that I married a woman while I was still in University because I knew nothing about homosexuality and I just thought I wanted children.

I was able to put my gay thoughts away while my career and my sons were developing. Then the year I reached the highest I could in my profession and two of my sons took part time jobs, I started to buy gay porn and eventually came out to wife and sons and left the marriage. My childhood friend turned out to be gay (he and I lost touch after University but some 30 years later we made contact and came out to each other). It turns out that everyone I hung out with in school eventually came out (it was so different in the 50's so most of us took time before we came out). I now have a male partner and am so proud I was able to make it out of the closet (although for many years I did not know I was in the closet).

 

[pesmithfm]

I am gay and proud but I did a little in High school but also dates girls. It was not till I came out of the army that I decied I wanted to be gay and though I had a girl friend I told her she was alright with it we are still friends. I then advised everyone and eventually my parents came to accept it and love me all the same and I know how lucky I am. I have been gay for years most people know and I am still proud of who I am.

 

[Meatpie]

When I was ten I started taking swimming lessons in a huge olympic swimming pool just across the park.

I wasn't scared to jump in deep water but out of precaution the swimming instructor hugged every kid shortly after jump so that we feel safe and secure.

He was hairy and totally fit.

He kept hugging me and I got a woody.

He then said, "Come on lads, enough for today off to the showers now"

And we went.

All of a sudden dozens of fit young hairy stark naked guys surrounded me, I froze.

I was dazed and amazed seeing their cocks.

Then the mega fit hairy instructor came naked. "What's up, you did very well today," he said.

His cock was thick and hairy.

For a second I stopped breathing, I had such a monster hardon I got all worked up.

I didn't want to watch the other guys, I felt like I was about to cum, explode and pass out.

So I ran off without taking a shower.

All the other guys were "WTF, what a weirdo".

Instructor called my mom and said "Something is wrong with your boy, he refused to have a shower with the other guys today. He was so good at the pool."

That was exactly my first realization that I was different from the other guys.

Later I and sister took up dancing lessons for fun but a strong handsome dude held me by the hand and I couldn't take it because I was hard all the time and quit.

I feel great as a gay dude especially when I see straight miserable guys with nothing exciting in their lives.

I have fucked lots of guys and pushed my fantasies to the very limit, my partner was handsome and submissive, he let me do whatever I wanted with him.

 

[PiercedChest]

I first realized I was gay when I was 11, in primary school.
There was a handsome boy in my class with beautiful legs.
I couldn't keep my eyes off those muscled smooth sexy bare legs of his during gym,
and didn't know how to hide my hard-on if I did look.
But I didn't dare to let anybody know.

Later in secondary school (high school) the same would happen.
I tended to try to be friends with handsome boys (but never had sex with anyone).
There was one boy who really wanted to be friends with me (I didn't think he was handsome),
and we became pals for all 6 years in school, but (at least on my side) there never was any sexual attraction.
We drifted apart later, and I learned many years later he was gay, in love with me, but wouldn't allow himself to let it show for religious reasons.
So I never knew, and still regret this failed opportunity.
He married, had children, and is happy. He's not the only bi-sexual, married, predominantly but not completely gay guy I know now.

I'm also bi-sexual (rating myself 75% gay, 25% straight, with variations depending on my mood swings), and no longer hide my preferences.
My first sexual experience was straight (I've suppressed my gay side for a long time, desiring to be 'normal'),
not counting the thousands of solo-sex sessions with gay porn,
and my first gay date years later felt like a liberation (I was a student then).

Now, I'm proud to be bi.

 

[pigfoot70]

being gay is fun its just like lets fuck no bullshit drama however there are times when i think about getting older and not wanting to be all alone, oh well, it is what it is so just embrace it