To be invited to a kinky sex party - and watch a person get a spit inserted in their ass - until the insides are ruptured - to watch their ass get fucked, as they stroke and suck on other cocks, and then - to see their bellies slit open - the guts shown to the owner, before the guts are cut free - cock and balls cut off - and being able to taste a ball - tasting raw long pig & later cooked long pig meat - and being butt-fucked, mouth filled with cum, ass fisted to elbow depth - and then to find myself on that "operating table" - a cock in my mouth, a cock pumping cum into my ass - as my belly is slit open from pubes to above the belly button(not quite to the ribs - as that could damage the diaphragm, and 'shorten the time of my fun') - to watch my bowels being pulled out / cut out - as I fade
