Schizophrenia is a terrible illneess to have - you distrust people and thank they are bad, and that makes people think the same about you, even though it is the illness not the real you talking. I am very glad you are OK!
Thanks god I've ever had any close experience of schizophenia. A close friend was diagnosed with it once but that was a complete misdiagnosis - noone except that clinic thought it was correct, and the medications they gave him made things worse (because they were the wrng meds, not because meds are always the wrong answer - they aren't). As soon as he moved to another climic and they let him come off those meds, things started to get better.