Have been fantasizing about being strung up and gutted like a pig. I realize this fantasy could be my last but if I'm restrained and gagged the choice would not be mine. I would shave my body hair and take an enema before we meet so everything would be clean. I'm 6'1' 230 white male 48 years old an ex gym rat about 15 extra pounds that I'm working on losing now. I'm a big guy you may need help processing me i'm for real anyone interested?