still IX. I feel my fantasies are worsening. Still not done anything with someone but think that If I were fucking a muscled lad I would kill him. Still my fantasies are fixated on their muscles and their beating hearts. Now I have a tendancy to snidely take a picture of his shirtless body for remembrance. To imagine my most wonderous fantasy of having him and literally massacring his life before I pluck out his heart. Picturing to myself and thinking how id dispose of him. eating what I can whilst trying to crush/destroy what I cannot and leave no trace.
I imagine if I was terminally ill.. I would become a very dangerous man indeed
Classc V, I guess I had it since a was a body parts(toys) collector at very early age. I believe most of members here are just having a fetish, and most the them aren't really gays. Such a weird world.