Does anyone else get post nut clarity?

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Hey guys, I’m only asking this because I want to better know the mindset of the people on here. I’ve seen some really bad stuff on the site, and sometimes it arouses me and I’ll jerk off to it. When I’m done, however, I can’t help but regret it and feel guilty. I’ll ask myself “what did I just jerk off to?” Or “Why am I like this?” I know being turned on by dead people is extremely wrong/weird.

Does anyone else here go through similar things? Why or why not?
 
Yeah, you're not the only one who feels that sense of shame after masturbating—though it's quickly forgotten after seeing a few photos of hot guys riddled with bullet holes 😉…
 
Years ago, something similar was happening to me, but over time I learned to enjoy what I like, even if it's people who have been murdered unfairly or died in accidents.
I'm not hurting anyone by doing it, but I'm pleasuring myself.

And think about it:

You didn't do anything bad to that deceased person.
They didn't die because of you.
Either way, that person die anyway, and he is going to stay dead, whether you masturbate or not.

So if a man riddled with bullets, decapitated, or naked in a morgue turns you on, enjoy it, cum, and live your life. Enjoy it before you end up like that.
 
I feel bad too, and sometimes I feel like a monster, but what can I do if I feel aroused by dead men? Just imagining that I could dominate and manipulate their bodies because they would not wake up gives me such great pleasure.
 
i did have those thoughts......... but, as time has gone on for me........ i have just come to accept it all.......its just a kink.....and no one is really getting killed ....... but, yeah, i used to beat myself up all the time over it........ and at times - even like deleted pics i had saved, etc (like an alcoholic who can't stop drinking and pours the liquor bottle down the toilet - and then regrets it the next day)...... as long as you keep on believing this: "I know being turned on by dead people is extremely wrong/weird" - you will always have a problem with yourself.........and beat yourself up. the fact it - there is NOTHING wrong with you or any of us........its just a kink! some guys like dick, some like ass, some like tits, some like BDSM, some like dead guys! its just a kink my friend..... there is nothing wrong or weird about it. is it like a normal type of kink or fantasy...... certainly not...... but, theres alot of us out there......
 
gm1967 said:
i did have those thoughts......... but, as time has gone on for me........ i have just come to accept it all.......its just a kink.....and no one is really getting killed ....... but, yeah, i used to beat myself up all the time over it........ and at times - even like deleted pics i had saved, etc (like an alcoholic who can't stop drinking and pours the liquor bottle down the toilet - and then regrets it the next day)...... as long as you keep on believing this: "I know being turned on by dead people is extremely wrong/weird" - you will always have a problem with yourself.........and beat yourself up. the fact it - there is NOTHING wrong with you or any of us........its just a kink! some guys like dick, some like ass, some like tits, some like BDSM, some like dead guys! its just a kink my friend..... there is nothing wrong or weird about it. is it like a normal type of kink or fantasy...... certainly not...... but, theres alot of us out there......
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In fact, none of this is all that "abnormal": it reflects the link between Eros and Thanatos—sex and death—recognized by the ancient Greeks and central to Freudian psychoanalysis, though the guilty conscience felt while masturbating to a photo of a dead man might well be part of the pleasure...
The comparison with alcoholism is very apt—except that masturbating is good for your health!
 
Mortos deliciosos said:
I feel bad too, and sometimes I feel like a monster, but what can I do if I feel aroused by dead men? Just imagining that I could dominate and manipulate their bodies because they would not wake up gives me such great pleasure.
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My fantasy is to be in their shoes…
 
Mickael93 said:
My fantasy is to be in their shoes…
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And for many of us, the fantasy is to die at the hands of men such as yourself, and have our dead bodies used for your sexual pleasure... :devilish:
 
yes, alot of guilt. some of the stuff i see here puts me off, but then again i cant be picky, beggars cant be choosers as they say. If it were up to me itd be only people that deserve to die on here, people nobody would miss, then i wouldnt feel guilty. My fantasies are killing people who deserve it, like evil people, i even feel bad for some cartel people, especially young ones, they got caught up or trapped in thr wrong business due to their life circumstances....some are just evil. Talking about potential death scenarios instead of looking at real pics is better for me, but obviously i get curious. when i have jerked off to an actual death i feel very guilty. Because they dont know i did that, if i was assured they wouldnt care in life i wouldnt feel bad. Its such a complex question. I wish i didnt care :dunno: but i do.
If i were to know if theres an afterlife and if i could know what people comment or do, id blow my brains out on video for you guys to enjoy.
im just afriad if i do it nobody will even like it. If i were to die i dont want a mortician molesting me unless shes female because im straight, but then again, maybe id be too dead to care at that point.
 
ScorpSoldier said:
yes, alot of guilt. some of the stuff i see here puts me off, but then again i cant be picky, beggars cant be choosers as they say. If it were up to me itd be only people that deserve to die on here, people nobody would miss, then i wouldnt feel guilty. My fantasies are killing people who deserve it, like evil people, i even feel bad for some cartel people, especially young ones, they got caught up or trapped in thr wrong business due to their life circumstances....some are just evil. Talking about potential death scenarios instead of looking at real pics is better for me, but obviously i get curious. when i have jerked off to an actual death i feel very guilty. Because they dont know i did that, if i was assured they wouldnt care in life i wouldnt feel bad. Its such a complex question. I wish i didnt care :dunno: but i do.
If i were to know if theres an afterlife and if i could know what people comment or do, id blow my brains out on video for you guys to enjoy.
im just afriad if i do it nobody will even like it. If i were to die i dont want a mortician molesting me unless shes female because im straight, but then again, maybe id be too dead to care at that point.
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How would you feel about killing someone like me, who is just an ordinary person who doesn't want to end his life in some nursing home? Would it ease your mind to know that I would want you to derive sexual pleasure from killing me? Would you feel okay about filming my death and posting the video here for everyone to enjoy if you knew I would welcome that?
 
Mike803 said:
How would you feel about killing someone like me, who is just an ordinary person who doesn't want to end his life in some nursing home? Would it ease your mind to know that I would want you to derive sexual pleasure from killing me? Would you feel okay about filming my death and posting the video here for everyone to enjoy if you knew I would welcome that?
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The human psyche is so confusing. Does death scare you? It scares me. I can’t stand seeing rotten, decayed corpses on here. I only look at the ones who could be mistaken for sleeping. I don’t want to die, and rot, regardless of if anyone gets pleasure from the image of me dead. It scares me. If I died, and pictures of my body in the morgue surfaced on here, I surely know that a lot of you would be ecstatic, probably wishing you could spend time with my empty, emotionless husk.

If I could choose my death, I’d like to die saving someone. My life for theirs.

I used to lurk on here. I think now it’s about time I actually start conversing with the people here.
 
sneg said:
The human psyche is so confusing. Does death scare you? It scares me. I can’t stand seeing rotten, decayed corpses on here. I only look at the ones who could be mistaken for sleeping. I don’t want to die, and rot, regardless of if anyone gets pleasure from the image of me dead. It scares me. If I died, and pictures of my body in the morgue surfaced on here, I surely know that a lot of you would be ecstatic, probably wishing you could spend time with my empty, emotionless husk.

If I could choose my death, I’d like to die saving someone. My life for theirs.

I used to lurk on here. I think now it’s about time I actually start conversing with the people here.
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As Sir Thomas More put it in the play & film A Man for All Seasons, "Death comes for us all, my lords. Yes, even for kings he comes.” We all die. The only questions are how and when. Desiring some control over those variables is a normal human feeling, I think. I'm still in reasonably good health for my age, so I am not seeking death, but should my health take a turn for the (much) worse that could change quickly. As I said earlier, I do not plan to spend my final days/hours on this planet in some nursing home surrounded by strangers...

I certainly respect your opinion on the subject, and I admire your willingness to have your death be in service of saving someone else's life... 👏

Welcome to the conversation!
 
Mike803 said:
How would you feel about killing someone like me, who is just an ordinary person who doesn't want to end his life in some nursing home? Would it ease your mind to know that I would want you to derive sexual pleasure from killing me? Would you feel okay about filming my death and posting the video here for everyone to enjoy if you knew I would welcome that?
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i would enjoy killing you and posting it online, then. Knowing that beforehand makes it guilt free for me, knowing that was a wish or dream of yours and you would have preferred that. i would feel okay doing that.
 
sneg said:
The human psyche is so confusing. Does death scare you? It scares me. I can’t stand seeing rotten, decayed corpses on here. I only look at the ones who could be mistaken for sleeping. I don’t want to die, and rot, regardless of if anyone gets pleasure from the image of me dead. It scares me. If I died, and pictures of my body in the morgue surfaced on here, I surely know that a lot of you would be ecstatic, probably wishing you could spend time with my empty, emotionless husk.

If I could choose my death, I’d like to die saving someone. My life for theirs.

I used to lurk on here. I think now it’s about time I actually start conversing with the people here.
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as a kid the thought of death and then decaying and rotting was so scary it kept me up at night and i cried at the thought. now that im 22 nothing turns me on more than the fact that one day i will rot away and decay and die, and even more the concept of killing someone else and being able to use their rotting corpse after digging it back up out of the dirt months later and its all skeletal only bones and tough muscle tissue left, i do not like the bloating stage of decomposition, though. So its surprising.
 
ScorpSoldier said:
as a kid the thought of death and then decaying and rotting was so scary it kept me up at night and i cried at the thought. now that im 22 nothing turns me on more than the fact that one day i will rot away and decay and die, and even more the concept of killing someone else and being able to use their rotting corpse after digging it back up out of the dirt months later and its all skeletal only bones and tough muscle tissue left, i do not like the bloating stage of decomposition, though. So its surprising.
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Personally, I prefer corpses that are still warm, fresh, still sexy, and not stiff.
 
sneg said:
The human psyche is so confusing. Does death scare you? It scares me. I can’t stand seeing rotten, decayed corpses on here. I only look at the ones who could be mistaken for sleeping. I don’t want to die, and rot, regardless of if anyone gets pleasure from the image of me dead. It scares me. If I died, and pictures of my body in the morgue surfaced on here, I surely know that a lot of you would be ecstatic, probably wishing you could spend time with my empty, emotionless husk.

If I could choose my death, I’d like to die saving someone. My life for theirs.

I used to lurk on here. I think now it’s about time I actually start conversing with the people here.
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Your view is highly commendable: from a human standpoint, it is better to die saving lives than to be gunned down by rivals in a turf war. That is certainly nobler and more fulfilling, but it isn't what most of us are looking for here. We aren't seeking the beauty of the human soul, but rather its dark impulses—and yet, paradoxically, each of us can combine the two.
 
ScorpSoldier said:
yes, alot of guilt. some of the stuff i see here puts me off, but then again i cant be picky, beggars cant be choosers as they say. If it were up to me itd be only people that deserve to die on here, people nobody would miss, then i wouldnt feel guilty. My fantasies are killing people who deserve it, like evil people, i even feel bad for some cartel people, especially young ones, they got caught up or trapped in thr wrong business due to their life circumstances....some are just evil. Talking about potential death scenarios instead of looking at real pics is better for me, but obviously i get curious. when i have jerked off to an actual death i feel very guilty. Because they dont know i did that, if i was assured they wouldnt care in life i wouldnt feel bad. Its such a complex question. I wish i didnt care :dunno: but i do.
If i were to know if theres an afterlife and if i could know what people comment or do, id blow my brains out on video for you guys to enjoy.
im just afriad if i do it nobody will even like it. If i were to die i dont want a mortician molesting me unless shes female because im straight, but then again, maybe id be too dead to care at that point.
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The feeling of guilt isn't the same when masturbating to a photo of a bloodthirsty criminal gunned down by the police versus a workplace accident victim. Personally, only photos of victims of gangland hits or police shootings turn me on; I never look at photos of innocent victims because that makes me uncomfortable. But for the others, I have no qualms—the fact that their violent lives ended in a gutter or a toilet actually adds to the arousal.
 
Mickael93 said:
The feeling of guilt isn't the same when masturbating to a photo of a bloodthirsty criminal gunned down by the police versus a workplace accident victim. Personally, only photos of victims of gangland hits or police shootings turn me on; I never look at photos of innocent victims because that makes me uncomfortable. But for the others, I have no qualms—the fact that their violent lives ended in a gutter or a toilet actually adds to the arousal.
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There’s just been a good example of what I meant in Metalmachine’s latest post about Honduras: I have no qualms about the photo of that gang member, yet I didn’t look at the ones showing the accidents.

 
They’re all in the same post now, since these threads have been organized by Latin country for several years.
And since I don't provide details info, it can sometimes be confusing for you to tell whether it was an accident or a crime.

In any case, I mostly just focus on the body, the face, whether they're barefoot, or if there's a visible bulge... ignoring the stories and drama behind it all.
Though I do end up reading a bit about it—especially if I’m the one choosing the photo from were alive —I usually just stick to the headline and not much else.

Plus, I tend to forget these cases pretty quickly, since new ones keep coming along.
 
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