a man to help me in life (father-son relationship/LTR) or a man to help me in death.

[livingdeadman20]

there's 2 things im looking for here, but i'm really only going to end up with one..

First there's this,
My name is Joe Winko, I'm 21 years old, i live in west allis Wisconsin and i HATE it here. I'm looking for a father-son relationship with a man who'll share his home and life with me and who'll think of me as the son he never had, except with a sexual aspect added, and who'd want to take me away and move down south (like to Florida, or the Carolinas or even Texas or Kentucky). Sexually, i really only like receiving oral (I actually LOVE IT, and it's literally an addiction for me). i don't suck cock at all and i can't take it up the ass, but i can top if you give me a cialis. I also love being taken on long roadtrips out east too. and im more of a homebody, meaning that i spend all of my time just at home exercising or on my computer. I can't hold a job at all because it's too stressful and overwhelming but im trying to get on disability because of my autism and diabetes.

Also, the way a guy looks and how old he is doesn't matter to me at all either. Just as long as he's sweet, kind, and loving and loves sucking cock and can work up a good spit

Here's a video of me describing the father-son relationship im looking for.

I obviously would want it to be long term.

But however, I already understand that there's a slim chance of me finding that. and right now, things in my life are not looking so well right now. I have type 1 diabetes which means im insulin dependent, and if i don't get insulin, what would happen is, my blood sugars would go up, my blood would become acidic, then i'd fall into a deep coma, and then all my organs would shut down and i would die (that would only take 2-5 days to happen). HOWEVER, right now im living in an apartment that my adoptive parents are paying for. The lease expires in August of this year, and they constantly remind me "we won't be keeping the apartment up forever." so i'm 99% sure that once august roles around and the lease expires, i will be out on the streets if i don't find the father-son relationship im looking for.

And if i'm homeless, i'll have no way of getting insulin and then i'll die BUT I AM NOT AFRAID TO DIE AT ALL
I explained it all here:

So if I end up homeless, i'll have no way of getting my insulin, and i'll die, I'm ok with that though. I don't fear death at all BUT I DO NOT WANT TO BE IN WISCONSIN WHEN I DIE! So if I can't find the father-son relationship, i want to find someone who'll take me out of Wisconsin so I don't have to die in Wisconsin. Far away. You could either, send me a bus ticket, or come to Wisconsin and pick me up and take me away the day im out on the streets. I just hate Wisconsin. way too many bad memories here and I don't want to die here either.

Sorry if this post was gloomy but i was just being completely honest.
If you want to get in touch with me, just send me an email: joeisawesome4life@yahoo.com


here's some pictures of myself too:

 

[livingdeadman20]

Sorry to bump this but i forgot to include this in the post...

 

[livingdeadman20]

i forgot to mention this too. i'm fine with being with a gay couple of 2 men as well..
I talked about it in this video here:

 

[Bladefun]

Nice photos, nice abdomen

 

[NeckFetish57]

Really nice neck. However, even if you end up on the street. I don't think your parents will let you die. Besides, there are homeless shelters out there that will help their residence get their medications if they need them. Again, real nice neck, and good luck.

 

[livingdeadman20]

Really nice neck. However, even if you end up on the street. I don't think your parents will let you die. Besides, there are homeless shelters out there that will help their residence get their medications if they need them. Again, real nice neck, and good luck.

the homeless shelters where im at are really fucked up. I would literally rather be dead than be in one, and im not just saying that.. i literally mean it. if i ever end up homeless, i would just try to get out of wisconsin, because i dont want to die in wisconsin at all but i would be able to escape to chicago, and wander off till i collapse and die.

 

[livingdeadman20]

just thought i should bump this again. a psychic told me i was gonna die in the near future so im trying to change that now at least.

 

[deaddirty]

Good move trying to change that - and good luck!

 

[alexonedeath]

How do you go about trying to change a psychic's prediction?

 

[livingdeadman20]

How do you go about trying to change a psychic's prediction?

i guess threw trying to find this

 

[livingdeadman20]

Just bumping this again! im moving to Florida in a couple months. my adoptive parents are sending me down there to live with their relatives so i wont be becoming homeless, but i'd still like to meet a nice guy who's interested

 

[alexonedeath]

Florida is beautiful, but you want to keep an eye out for the alligators, pythons and sharks. Also, beware of hurricanes! I imagine you'll find more men there who are interested in long-term relationships than you ever would've in Wisconsin. I hope you find a RICH one. Love is ideal but money is essential.

 

[livingdeadman20]

it was never was about money really but yeah, it's the root of all evil. i wanted to leave wisconsin anyway. i hate it here.

 

[alexonedeath]

Just remember, Joe, it's LOVE OF money that is the root of all evil. Those first two words are frequently dropped from the saying. There will be nothing evil about with settling down with a wealthy guy, so long as you both are indifferent to the cash. ;]

 

[deaddirty]

Wise thoughts Alex. Sounds like a good move Joe, hope it works out for you as you hope.

 

[livingdeadman20]

Wise thoughts Alex. Sounds like a good move Joe, hope it works out for you as you hope.

i never ended up finding what i was looking for really. men in the state of florida are really stingy. plus they only want a one-time hook up sort of thing.
but there kinda like that all over really so oh well.

 

[deaddirty]

Sorry to hear that - hope 2018 brings better luck.

 

[alexonedeath]

Mr. Winko, it remains a puzzle to me why someone as fetching as you is having so much trouble making your dreams come true. You are young and sexy, and this is supposed to be YOUR TIME! Now is when all things are possible. Have you been a paid performer yet in any pornography, either videos or stills? It would be a way for you to earn pocket money when necessary.

 

[alexonedeath]

That's a beautifully-made map, Joe. It's so true that a picture is worth a thousand words. You could probably WALK to Ohio, but Ohio is much too cold. So many of the Southern states are out of the question for one reason or another: natural disasters, redneck populations, rampant poverty, etc. I am kind of liking the idea of Texas, because it's so big. There would almost certainly be SOMEwhere in that state to suit all of your needs. I was going to suggest North Carolina, but that has the grave you were almost buried in, so it's probably full of bad vibes. Maybe South Carolina is the answer, but I still have a gut attraction to Texas as your salvation...and right next door is NEW MEXICO, which is very desirable.

 

[livingdeadman20]

i actually already live in Florida right now... my adoptive parents dropped me off here to live with their relatives.
and also, i cant hold a job at all due to my mental illnesses. i already tried that
and i was rejected for doing porn because i don't suck cock or take it up the ass.