True, i feel tainted just being on here (my sexuality is more conventionally gay IE not into dead guys, i'm here to "catch the bus" not wank) 95% of you are pure fantasists i'm sure, 4.9% violent sexual psychopaths and 0.01% genuinely capable of what you all fantasise about. Still hopefully I'll have left here and be beyond caring soon enough to join all those corpses I've laughed at. If some one in life i cared about finds out I went on this forum as a means to an end so be it.