Oxford UK guy seeks to be snuffed for real
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Just to reiterate: I am a fantasist. I am very masochistic and dark in my mind, but in sex I am almost totally vanilla. I never even do anything kinky let alone more than that. I find that chat which for me is masochistic helps me re-focus and feel like I've expunged any feelings of negativity. That's the reason I fantasise about doing dark things to myself, to make myself confront my emotions and then move on. I need to point out that I truly am nothing but a fantasist and do not condone anything illegal.
I may have sounded for real, but that's because I like the fantasy to sound as if it might be for real, when in reality it is nothing but chat and escapism. I find myself desiring this sort of talk less and less as I feel better in myself and there is absolutely zero way I would ever harm myself, while hurting anyone else has never even been a question.
I hope if you contact me you will have it abundantly clear that it is a dirty, sordid chat-fantasy which goes no further.
I may have sounded for real, but that's because I like the fantasy to sound as if it might be for real, when in reality it is nothing but chat and escapism. I find myself desiring this sort of talk less and less as I feel better in myself and there is absolutely zero way I would ever harm myself, while hurting anyone else has never even been a question.
I hope if you contact me you will have it abundantly clear that it is a dirty, sordid chat-fantasy which goes no further.