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[Tsarevich51]

Hi everyone, finally I have enough courage to introduce myself and embrace myself the way I am.

You can call me by my pseudoname, Tsarevich. I'm 25 years old, living in Indonesia, and as far as race is concerned, I'm from Chinese ethnicity. I study medicine, and am planning to pursue a career in psychiatry.

Some years ago I've joined this forum with other pseudoname but didn't make much contact nor activity, as my lack of mastery in English has prevented me to do so. Now that my English has improved a lot (don't tell me that I learn English just for the sake of sharing my sexual perversion! haha) so I'm looking forward for a rich experience and sharing from all you guys I also want to express to you guys how happy I am to be a member of this forum, as being a gay in general is something of taboo in my country of origin, let alone a necrophilia (!). I have always had difficulty in sharing my sexual fantasy, and the fact that such vibrant community exist in this great CDG forum gives me some sort of a sense of belonging.

I love the sight of good looking guy facing his death in the gallows, bearing the pain of suffocation and slowly slip to death, or a sword thrust to his gut, falling down to his knee and die a manly death.
I'm also into scat (but NOT to the extend of wanting to eat it) and fart fetish.

I think that's all from me I hope I'm welcome here

 

[Meatpie]

to CDG man, nice intro!

 

[Tsarevich51]

Thanks, Meatpie! Anyway, I'm just wondering, is it Todd Sanfield, the guy on your avatar? Or is it you in person?

 

[Meatpie]

Avatar is me.

 

[deaddirty]

Welcome! - very welcome, you are already posting very interesting posts.
Your English is good - we are well used to guys whose English is very much a second language, and I have no problem understanding everything you say.
We have a lot in common - hanging, suffocation, and scat. As you know, the hanged or strangled man often loses control of his bowels as he suffocates, and for me the hottest part of the death is knowing that he voided himself into his clothes died with his shit in his underwear. In fact I envy yiu living in Indonesia - the only country I know of where the news websites sometimes report publicly that a man found hanging had shit and semen in his pants, as evidence that he really did hang himself.

 

[Tsarevich51]

Avatar is me.

Oh goodness. You look so much like Todd Sanfield, this incredibly hot American undies model.

http://attheloft.typepad.com/.a/6a00e54ecca8b9883301a5115fa9a5970c-pi

Do you have anything against me if I fantasize killing you softly, sweetheart?

@Deaddirty

Man, I think we have exactly the same kink. Yes, it's definitely the hottest part of death by hanging. But I think my kink is not really into the act of soiling itself, but rather the idea of the dead man in question losing control of own of his most private bodily function which he kept secret the whole his life. He knows he's being watched by thousands of people on the street (as in public hanging), he used to be a proud, tough criminal guy, but then as he dies he reveal his most vulnerable part of him (his death and his bodily function) to the crowd cheering over his death.

Wow, I never know before that our news media has that kind of notoriety among necro fan
Speaking of countries, I think I'd like to learn some Russian so that I can understand Russian-based news media, as I found that most suicide case covered in russophonic media are done by incredibly good looking guys. Well, I think I start to digress, sorry, admin

 

[deaddirty]

Yes, very much the same kink. Though for me just with the suicide who has done it in private, who is hanging there as if standing with the bulge of his half-tumescent cock visible in his jeans, knowing that inside that manly exterior his underwear is full of shit.
And the dying guy who feels his as sopen of its own accord, shitting into his clothes without control, breaking one of the ultimate tabos, perhaps at that moment knowing that he is dying, past the point of no return, and it does not matter anymore.