BlackWorld
Nicest sicko around
Just thought I should let it out somewhere. So here's the story: My grandpa lives with my family, and recently he's got super old, he's now bed-ridden, all his muscle vanishes, every mm of his body seems to extract tons of pain, his lower back starts to look more like a beehive, he shits & piss on himself several times a day but refuses to let anyone put him in diaper, the stink is so profuse that after laundry all of his clothes still smell like shit, literally. he's moaning & whining all day and all night which is extremely annoying & depressing...
And HE JUST WON'T DIE.
Another thing is how slowly his health deteriorates, it's unnatural! He's like how people would describe when they see a zombie. It amazes me how many times I ask myself "what if I press a pillow on his head while no one's around?" though I seriously wouldn't want to. The only one able to treat, feed, clean & wash him is my mother, who would probably feel devastated without him, her only living parent. Other relatives aren't much help either, they show up a couple times with food & beverage then leave my mother with the dirty work. So much for family!
I am so fed up, it feels like an elephant of depression in the house, everyone feels it but avoids talk about it. The way I see it he may linger for at least 3 months. I got nothing against him but I know he's in agony and I wish his suffering would end soon (as well as our family's). Thanks for reading my rambling.
And HE JUST WON'T DIE.
Another thing is how slowly his health deteriorates, it's unnatural! He's like how people would describe when they see a zombie. It amazes me how many times I ask myself "what if I press a pillow on his head while no one's around?" though I seriously wouldn't want to. The only one able to treat, feed, clean & wash him is my mother, who would probably feel devastated without him, her only living parent. Other relatives aren't much help either, they show up a couple times with food & beverage then leave my mother with the dirty work. So much for family!
I am so fed up, it feels like an elephant of depression in the house, everyone feels it but avoids talk about it. The way I see it he may linger for at least 3 months. I got nothing against him but I know he's in agony and I wish his suffering would end soon (as well as our family's). Thanks for reading my rambling.