No Rainmaker, you are correct. There may be some here who would love to take you up on your desire for a nasty death, but virtually everyone is a bystander. For me, burning at the stake nude is a fantasy, but one that has often been so strong that I seriously considered going through with it. I have roll-played this several times, and part of me really wanted to actually get burned to death, but sanity and fear prevailed.
I often have had vivid dreams about my own execution, always waking up with a raging hard-on and an intense desire to burn to death! I end up doing major fire-play, often ending with significant burns on my butt and thighs, and always cumming