Hello everyone, this may be a second time introducing myself, but I am a bisexual necrophiliac. Not too tall 5' 9" and I am mainly hairy in the legs. The reason for me introducing myself like this is because I can only send 10 messages every hour so I will make a post. I am very seated in my awareness as to who I am and what I am attracted or addicted to (which are corpses). I have read much on philsophy, anatomy, and biology of our humanistic natures. Yet no matter how much I read, the questions that pertain towards my desires is still left with uncertainties. I am well aware that at my young age (19), this sort of interest is self destructive and can lead me into uncomfortable paths and situations within the future when times come. Yet my perspective on sanity is adamant as I am stuck within a loop that I am well aware of. I do not deny this loop, or cycle of actions that impound further habits because that would make me a bit insane in that sense. What I truly seek is guidance and opinions from others as I have no one else to share my personal experiences with. This site allows me to do so and I want to learn as much as I can early on as possible as to not make any later regrets within my life no matter how inevitable it may seem. I follow the words of Buddha in terms of living a life with compassion and kindness towards others, yet my desires conflict with my own doctrines. It is truly hard to live a life of a complex human being whose mind is so well awarem, yet so twisted. Can this be what we call fate?