Hii everyone (intro)

[Zebruh]

hi! im zebruh im 18 and have been lurking for quite a while.. ive been necro for about as long as i can remember but started using the label around 7-8 years ago. i love images/videos of autopsies, dead boys with autopsy scars are my favorite! im from the northwest USA.

 

[Huffko3]

You been like this since 11 years old.

 

[Zebruh]

You been like this since 11 years old.

yeah. i consider myself as having always been necro, 11 was just around the age i actually knew what words like "necrophile" fully meant and started using those terms for myself (because i had unmonitored access to the internet by that age)

 

[Huffko3]

Now wondering what a young necrophilac like you, looks like.

 

[Zebruh]

Now wondering what a young necrophilac like you, looks like.

haha maybe ill have the confidence to show you at one point i admit im rather insecure about my appearance lol

 

[Meatpie]

Welcome, nice intro at such tender age you have huge potential to grow your dark desires and make fantasies come true.

 

[callmecaleb]

There are few things more beautiful than a young man on the autopsy table as a scalpel slices from neck to groin, exposing his succulent innards. Enjoy our community, Zebruh.

 

[Meatpie]

There are few things more beautiful than a young man on the autopsy table as a scalpel slices from neck to groin, exposing his succulent innards.

Fully agreed.

 

[Dimoetes]

Hey luv nice to meet you! My issue started quite young as well although I didn't learn the word for it until I was 15. How did you feel when you realized? I remember feeling like my world just imploded. I'm almost middle aged now and have been through many ups and downs. I hope you are doing well. If you ever want to chat or vent or anything my DMs are open

 

[Zebruh]

Hey luv nice to meet you! My issue started quite young as well although I didn't learn the word for it until I was 15. How did you feel when you realized? I remember feeling like my world just imploded. I'm almost middle aged now and have been through many ups and downs. I hope you are doing well. If you ever want to chat or vent or anything my DMs are open

Thanks for the welcome! Honestly, it wasn't that bad when I first realized I was this way; it was very easy to just brush it off or pretend it wasn't there at a young age, since it wasn't intrusive on any of my relationships at the time. Over time it's been more difficult (realizing I'm romantically exclusive towards the dead, it's rather intrusive and makes it difficult to maintain sexual encounters, it's costed a good number of friendships for me over the years as well), but I've been working to try and make it less distressing and learn to live with it easier in day-to-day life.