Hey guys and to a lesser extent girls, I'm curious to know more about my own kind. It's funny I've lived my life believing I'm seriously screwed up (which I wont complain about) but I've never really understood my condition and the norms that are supposedly relevant to it. In the media or even society in general the necrophile is a predacious, mentally ill, sicko who's intent is to murder and perform sex on their victims. Necros are typically considered by the population to be mentally deranged threats to society comparable to psychopaths, rapists and narcissists. I've always struggled with these commonly accepted discriminatory societal beliefs of necrophilia as I have never adhered to most of them.
Personally I am a very sensitive person with a large emotional range but wonder if I am a rare exception in that my sensitivity is contradictory to my condition of necrophilia. For example I can't deny that I am attracted to corpses and enjoy every detail about these fantasies from the power and control I would have over the body to the sunken eyes, open chest cavity, rigor mortis and overall dehumanizing aspects of early decay and death. Yet why am I (to the living anyway) the kindest, most caring, moral person I know. It is as if I live in a world full of cold, selfish, stupid, arrogant dickheads yet we necros are considered the taboo homicidal crazies. Perhaps I floated a bit of topic there but it reinforces my point, necros are just people, many of us incredibly good people. We're perhaps often people lacking confidence or enveloped in insecurities but non the less good people. One last thing I must confess (sorry bare with me) I notice that sometimes when looking up necro content and I stumble across a video of the deceased person while alive I am overwhelmed with grief and sympathy, am I the only necro who has experienced this or is their any other sensitive necros?
Feel free to post your own feelings and opinions on this topic in the comments. I'm curious to hear from you guys, also I encourage everyone to comment not just the sensitive necros but power and control oriented psychopath necros as well.
Personally I am a very sensitive person with a large emotional range but wonder if I am a rare exception in that my sensitivity is contradictory to my condition of necrophilia. For example I can't deny that I am attracted to corpses and enjoy every detail about these fantasies from the power and control I would have over the body to the sunken eyes, open chest cavity, rigor mortis and overall dehumanizing aspects of early decay and death. Yet why am I (to the living anyway) the kindest, most caring, moral person I know. It is as if I live in a world full of cold, selfish, stupid, arrogant dickheads yet we necros are considered the taboo homicidal crazies. Perhaps I floated a bit of topic there but it reinforces my point, necros are just people, many of us incredibly good people. We're perhaps often people lacking confidence or enveloped in insecurities but non the less good people. One last thing I must confess (sorry bare with me) I notice that sometimes when looking up necro content and I stumble across a video of the deceased person while alive I am overwhelmed with grief and sympathy, am I the only necro who has experienced this or is their any other sensitive necros?
Feel free to post your own feelings and opinions on this topic in the comments. I'm curious to hear from you guys, also I encourage everyone to comment not just the sensitive necros but power and control oriented psychopath necros as well.
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