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    Quote Originally Posted by EHR99 View Post
    I can't remember my exact age, but I was in elementary school. The man who delivered heating oil to my house was hit by a train. 'Turned his truck into a fireball and incinerated the dude. He was a really nice guy. 'Always gave me suckers or gum when he came to the house. 'Still, I remember being thrilled that he was dead. 'Wished I could have seen his body sizzle. 'Wished I could have smelled his meat burn. Wish I could still.
    Interesting, Did you you see the fireball?

    You see, I've also always wanted to see someone burn alive, but my kink has always turned that into me being burnt alive. I've actually had that fantasy from before it was sexual, but when I was very young I found that images of people getting burnt alive got my thingy moving. It wasn't long before such images became my main masturbatory stimulation, men and women naked and being burnt alive. My other sexual focus was always butts, male or female, so soon I combined those desires and became obsessed with getting my own bare butt burnt while I humped a stake.

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    Playing soldiers with school friends we made toy rifles / machine guns, grenades, swords and fought - those killed had to cry out fall and lie dead.

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    Started in Junior High with my buddy, Randy. He was red-haired and very light-skinned - the veins on his chest stood out like blue lines on a road-map. If he held up his hands over his head, you could see his heart beating at his lower left pec. At first, we'd just feel each other's heartbeat he really liked me to take off my shirt and lay down on his bed, he'd place his ear to my chest and listen to my heartbeat. After a while, he'd have me tie his hands behind his back, and hold a knife [butter-knife] right over his visible heartbeat. His chest would start heaving and he'd tighten his abs. After he'd beg me not to kill him, I'd raise the knife and bring it down [blunt end] to his chest. He'd cry out and arch his back. I'd twist the blade at his chest, shredding his heart as he weakened and died. He'd have me place my hand on his chest to be sure his heart had stopped beating.

    We had several other games with one of us shot / stabbed through the heart.

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    In the cinema. Around ten or eleven years old. Cavalry troopers escorting a payment wagon annihilated by bandits and the dead soldiers being stripped of their boots and uniforms.

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    In middle school I would always hang out with my best friend at his house and his brother was a junior in high school at the time and was really fit because he did sports and he was always around the house showing skin and teasing us. I started having dreams of him, sometimes ending in his death. The weirdest one was him being crushed by an elevator that I had control over. One day we were at my friends place and their dad got a phone call and he had gotten into a accident while biking from home. We went to the hospital to see him and seeing him laying in that bed with the neck brace was so hot. I wanted to smoother him right then and there. I felt bad but I wished he had been killed, ran over and dragged. I imagined he would have looked amazing torn up and ripped open. Now years later he's gotten chubby and boring with kids. I still think about how I should have snuffed him out in his prime.

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    my fantasies began when I was about 12 or 13 really. i think i knew I was gay much younger and had a strange fetish for watching skinny boy's chests for their hearts visibly beating. The fantasy of removing a boy's heart began with my school bullies who were physically gym/sporty fit witch visble chests and sixpacks, they were brothers and I wanted to rip out their hearts.

    I used to fight them and it got to a point where i wanted it. I once had my hands around the one's neck and i could feel the life pumping inside him from his strong pulse. I wanted nothing more that to feel the life inside him die but others got me off him.. There was another lad who I had my hands around his throat the same way squeezing him to death until it was my cusion who got me off him... I would of killed him if we were alone in both cases. 2nd time I was a bit older but about 16 or 17 and he wasn't as fit as my bullies. But I remember fighting with the 2nd and ending up being ontop of him with my hands squeezing the life out of him which my cuz pulling me off him.

    I am fancinated by a young man's body and his heart. The fantasy occurs daily and has become just a way of life... Preventing myself from becoming a serial killer. If I could get away with it... No heartbeat in any slim/muscuar lad would be safe. tell you that now..

    For some reason I have a very horny-like attraction to the death penalty but fantasies doing it to the youngest of guys. The thought of putting a young musuclar male onto a table and executing him excites me to no end. The thought of putting a human being to death is an amazing thought to me and in regards to death penalty I love the idea of a young guy struggling on a gurney whilst feeling his body being paralysed. being able to feel his own heart and you being ontop of his muscled thick chest listening whilst he is unable to move. awake but unresponsive, in agony but unable to resist or cry out in pain. Tears down his face and a pair of lungs that just won't work. His heart power blasting for oxygen as the potassium chloride enters his suffocating body to kill the pumping meat once and for all..

    This fantasy will live with me my entire life. The urges get bad sometimes depending on seeing musucular bodies on my travels.

    Think is if I see a cute lad or a muscle chest out in the sun. I am thinking about nothing more than removing his heart. feeling it beating, seeing it beating and ultimate being the one that stops it from beating. I have followed lads just to get pictures of their bodies to fantasize what I'd do to them. My fetish is quite extreme.

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    Quote Originally Posted by demon007 View Post
    For some reason I have a very horny-like attraction to the death penalty but fantasies doing it to the youngest of guys. The thought of putting a young musuclar male onto a table and executing him excites me to no end. The thought of putting a human being to death is an amazing thought to me and in regards to death penalty I love the idea of a young guy struggling on a gurney whilst feeling his body being paralysed. being able to feel his own heart and you being ontop of his muscled thick chest listening whilst he is unable to move. awake but unresponsive, in agony but unable to resist or cry out in pain. Tears down his face and a pair of lungs that just won't work. His heart power blasting for oxygen as the potassium chloride enters his suffocating body to kill the pumping meat once and for all..
    I can definitely connect to that ;)
    But I would make the paralysis part last longer before the potassium chloride injection. Once the lungs stop working on their own due to diaphragm paralysis, I would lie on top of the guy, listen to his adrenaline full heart, then seal my lips over his, and rescue breath for him for a couple of minutes. I may hooked him to a mechanical respirator an play with settings (breath pace, O2 amount etc.) while listening to the heart reactions, or watching them on ecg screen.

    When I feel that the heart is ready to give up from exhaustion, I will inject the potassium chloride. I may try to reach the stopping heart with my hand to feel the final beats in the palm of my hand and give some internal massage to prolong the life, and then let the heart lay motionless in my hand.

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    if it was a choice i would undoubtedly prefer to cut open a young man and pull his beating heart out of his suffocating broken body. why wreck it with potassium chloride when it is deeply more satisfying to hold it and stop it with your own grip

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    Quote Originally Posted by demon007 View Post
    if it was a choice i would undoubtedly prefer to cut open a young man and pull his beating heart out of his suffocating broken body. why wreck it with potassium chloride when it is deeply more satisfying to hold it and stop it with your own grip
    Agreed ;)
    It was just to try to comply with the whole injection process. But yes, squeezing a still beating heart and making it stop by your own strength...

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    As a child at the age of 11 or 12 watching a war movie with war crimes. I imagined how I would do that. I found it somehow disturbing and impressive at the same time.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Swag View Post
    I wished he had been killed, ran over and dragged. I imagined he would have looked amazing torn up and ripped open.
    Yes. I remember imagining something like that as a little kid.
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    Quote Originally Posted by KiltedSoldier View Post
    Playing soldiers with school friends we made toy rifles / machine guns, grenades, swords and fought - those killed had to cry out fall and lie dead.
    Same here. The added feature being we'd always die in our bare feet, so my fetish is death+bare feet=erotic excitement. Our games would usually be just boys, but sometimes my friends' sisters or even female friends of our would play. That's why my dead-in-bare-feet fetish is completely bisexual.

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    I think my first one was about 2 years ago (in 2017) .
    It was when I first sexually deviating from the "norm". My fantasies about men got more.... Violent.
    That's when I discovered sites like Best Gore and Cute Dead Guys.
    I'd LOVE watching the beheadings and dismemberments. Anything with beautiful men in agony, pain, and death, made me SUPER horny.
    The way that they'd cut their sweet necks... With all that blood spurting out onto themselves and into their trachea, making it difficult for them to breathe... So erotic and pleasurable!
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    I would FANTASIZE so much about fucking a man, and the moment he cums inside me..... Slit his neck!!! And have his warm, red blood run down onto us. As he'd slowly die, I want to keep pleasuring myself with his body.
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    Lately I've fantasized about having a beautiful Jihadi with long, luscious, curly black hair, and soft caramel skin, to cut another man's head off... And fuck me over his corpse!

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    Quote Originally Posted by sorasiii View Post
    Anything with beautiful men in agony, pain, and death, made me SUPER horny.
    Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes! Yes!
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    Jeez, sorasiii, where've you been all my life (and death)? Your post sure hits the spot ;-)
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