I had myself castrated in July in Mexico. Since then I started a castration site on reddit since my castration didn't cure my obsession with being castrated.
Here's a good place to start, an interview I did with Dean, who was castrated by his father for being homosexual in 1970...
https://www.reddit.com/r/castration/comments/7os6dc/qa_deans_castration_in_1970_for_homosexuality/
Dean was sent to a psychiatrist by his father, and after a month of therapy they decided to castrate him after a long and thorough brainwashing.
This is a graphic, in-depth detailed interview...