Fulfilling your Ultimate Death Fantasy

I have been through some very trying times since I last was able to access "Cute Dead Guys".
During those times I came close to realizing my Ultimate Death Fantasy.
Fortunately sanity and self preservation have prevailed again and I have gone take to a stake to burn alive, but I was seriously considering it.
Had someone with the ways and means come along during that dark period I probably would have accepted and walked naked to a stake to burn alive!:hot:
 
In my fantasy, I’m being hanged by some cute young guy who wants my body for his own fantasies. Fulfilling those desires for him is what drives my own urges. He is holding my legs so that I can still breathe and says to me, “I’m going to give you head now. If you don’t want to die, don’t cum, and I will let you go. But the moment you orgasm, I will release your legs, and you will die.”

I would positively do this, if presented with the opportunity.
 
For me it's mostly fantasy only, though I also thought about the possibility of exercising it, but only possible with extreme conditions (in another word, impossible).
1) I must be in some terminal illness/condition without much time left and there's absolutely no cure for it.
2) My death / disappearance won't upset any living being in my life.
3) The killer/executor won't be charged / arrested for it. (impossible)
4) The killer's fantasy also matches mine, and is someone who has the guts and can fully enjoy the process.
 
CSHARPM said:
For me it's mostly fantasy only, though I also thought about the possibility of exercising it, but only possible with extreme conditions (in another word, impossible).
1) I must be in some terminal illness/condition without much time left and there's absolutely no cure for it.
2) My death / disappearance won't upset any living being in my life.
3) The killer/executor won't be charged / arrested for it. (impossible)
4) The killer's fantasy also matches mine, and is someone who has the guts and can fully enjoy the process.
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I have also thought about these issues, but have a different perspective.
1) For me, no terminal illness is needed. I have a lifetime of fantasizing that drives a strong desire.
2) I have reconciled that even though I regret the sadness it may cause for others, a lifetime of unfulfilled desire is too strong
3) Absolutely agree. But this is made much easier to accomplish when your victim is a willing participant
4) This is a profound point. My interest is completely driven by the desires of my attacker. It would be absolutely impossible for me to do this if I had even the slightest inkling that he was doing it for me. It would have to be for him.
 
A great question, indeed...
I can't answer myself.
Maybe the right answer is a sort of control on our own death. Or, perhaps, the death we would accept; if not, that we would prefer/like.
 
i dream of being eaten and that's been a idea i've had all my life,,
IF i could find a tribe in the jungle that were true cannibals i'd book a one way ticket and look for them and offer myself as the next meal. How they slaughtered me would be up to them but to know that i was helping others to live feels wonderful
 
SrceSrbije said:
A great question, indeed...
I can't answer myself.
Maybe the right answer is a sort of control on our own death. Or, perhaps, the death we would accept; if not, that we would prefer/like.
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I have another short opening to "Cute Dead Guys" so I went back to check on my old threads.
I still ask myself the original question that I posted, and this thread has generated some interesting replies.

I really can't answer this myself either. My desire to burn at the stake naked is still very real, and I do regularly Fire-play to the point of getting blistering burns.
The Fire-play is intensely stimulating, and I'm envisioning myself burning at the stake naked, but would I actually fulfil this demented fantasy?
Early last Summer, and again later in the Fall and Winter, that answer would have been "Yes"! I was having intense suicidal thoughts, but not so much now.
So having the the right to control my own Death might be a better answer.

Would I prefer or like to die in such a horrible way as burning at the Stake? My answer is YES.

But on the bigger question: Do I want to die in a horrible way at all? My answer is NO!
 
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fireboots said:
I have another short opening to "Cute Dead Guys" so I went back to check on my old threads.
I still ask myself the original question that I posted, and this thread has generated some interesting replies.

I really can't answer this myself either. My desire to burn at the stake naked is still very real, and I do regularly Fire-play to the point of getting blistering burns.
The Fire-play is intensely stimulating, and I'm envisioning myself burning at the stake naked, but would I actually fulfil this demented fantasy?
Early last Summer, and again later in the Fall and Winter, that answer would have been "Yes"! I was having intense suicidal thoughts, but not so much now.
So having the the right to control my own Death might be a better answer.

Would I prefer or like to die in such a horrible way as burning at the Stake? My answer is YES.

But on the bigger question: Do I want to die in a horrible way at all? My answer is NO!
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As I have grown older, I have become more convinced than ever that I have no desire to wind up in some hospital or nursing home surrounded by strangers, with tubes running in and out of me. Barring some accidental occurrence, my demise will be my choice, both as to the when and the how. I remain hopeful of finding a man willing to provide me with the type of death I desire, when I decide the time has come...

 
Mike803 said:
As I have grown older, I have become more convinced than ever that I have no desire to wind up in some hospital or nursing home surrounded by strangers, with tubes running in and out of me. Barring some accidental occurrence, my demise will be my choice, both as to the when and the how. I remain hopeful of finding a man willing to provide me with the type of death I desire, when I decide the time
Mike803 said:
As I have grown older, I have become more convinced than ever that I have no desire to wind up in some hospital or nursing home surrounded by strangers, with tubes running in and out of me. Barring some accidental occurrence, my demise will be my choice, both as to the when and the how. I remain hopeful of finding a man willing to provide me with the type of death I desire, when I decide the time has come...

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My fantasy starts by a cbt session where my cock, balls and nipples are tortures by needles and nails. This is something I am used to do. But the following will be new. My cockhead will be burned then my cock will be cut. At this point, I am ready to do it right now with no hesitation at all. The following is to be slowly burned, part by part, finishing by the torso. For this part of the fantasy, I can accept to do it with the good guy. But the conditions should be really mine.
 
top1978 said:
my cock, balls and nipples are tortured by needles and nails. This is something I am used to do.
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Needles and nails…….a delightful sensation. And they produce blood……a delightful taste.
 
I go through stages with the question "Would I Fulfil My Ultimate Death Fantasy?"
Right now my answer would be YES!
As I head into an uncertain medical and financial future my thoughts about actually burning at the stake naked are becoming stronger. I have actively engaged with some people about this fantasy.
I often go for "Sky Clad Forest Bathing Walks". Just after Halloween I was doing this and I went to a place where I have been tied naked to a tree with a fire lit under my butt. I went trance like as I wrapped myself around a tree, to the point that I was actually feeling flames licking my buttocks even though there was no fire!
I was incredibly sexually stimulated as I envisioned myself burning at the stake, and ended up cumming against the Tree.
When i got home I did a major fire-play session and burned my bum to cum over an alcohol filled fire-bowl.

 
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