If you find someone please tell me because I would love that too. I would love to be fed nothing but shit and piss until I die. Some beating and cutting would be great too. I love a man to beat me up, cut me and burn me for fun while I slowly die over weeks or months of eating shit only...
I don't know if I'm ready yet but definitely at some point I would love to be tortured so badly that it would snuff me... cut off my limbs, remove my teeth, burnmy skin, cut off my dick and balls and feed me nothing else than piss until I just die. Would I ever find guys to do this to me?