TheJ

For the last few years, the things that turn me on have been drastically changing. I'm still a virgin, and my tastes in things were quite...vanilla for a while but, as time has went on, I find that the more extreme things can be, the hornier I get. I figure this is the perfect place to finally delve deeper into it. I'm not even sure where to start!

Umm...I guess, given that this site is heavily focused on death, I could start there! While I don't think I'd ever actually go through with it if someone offered to make it happen, a few of my fantasies focus very heavily on me dying. The way that gets me off the fastest is imagining a man smothering me to death with his ass. I love the taste and feel of a man's ass, and the thought of a man sitting his ass down on my face, knowing how much I love it, and grinding it down hard until I can't breathe anymore makes me cum so hard, it's insane.

Another one that really gets me going is a man killing me by choking me on his cock. My gag reflex is shit, and thinking about a hung man being so pissed that I can't deepthroat him that he shoves every inch down my throat and just leaves it there until I choke to death on it is incredibly hot.

One more for you guys! One of my biggest fantasies is to be raped. The thought of some guy raping my virgin ass gets me so hard, I could cry. Thinking about how turned on he gets by the sight of my blood covering his cock. Imagining his hands around my neck, getting tighter and tighter until it finally snaps. Fuck, I'm so hard just writing this down.

If there's anybody on here who would be up for talking about this kind of stuff, shoot me a message, please.

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