dalerogers19541

I have this huge desire to be hanged by my neck, but I've been to coward to do it myself, I've come very close. I have a simple trapdoor/gallows that I love to stand on and fix an old fashioned noose (I have a couple always ready) around my neck. I have even written a suicide note so if someone would trip my trapdoor it would appear as though I had finally done it. my family and friends know about my death fantasy and probably expect to find me hanging someday. I am a sex slut have had over 3,000 cocks in my life cumming in my mouth and ass. Because of this I am HIV+ so death is always on my mind.