LoveThePainIGiveYou
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New here and can't believe I just found out about this website only today! Where have I been?
Oh well, a little introduction about me.
I was always interested in the morbid stuff as a child, and when I discovered horror movies when I was an early teen, that really sparkled up my interests. Hostel. Made me feel some type of way I didn't know why, but I liked. It was a tingling, happy feeling. Looking back, I was aroused but back then I was too innocent to connect. And a few years later I discovered the word "torture porn".
Believe it or not, I wrote diary when I was younger, and I wrote about very violent dreams of my crushes in pain, crying and screaming. And I still do up until this day (without writing in the diary though). Is this odd? Sometimes when I'm dreaming of torturing a guy, I can squirm in my bed and it tingles in my entire body.
It's funny though. IRL I'm a sub in bed and could not be dominant AT ALL, even if I was trying to RP. But I love my fantasies were I inflict pain in cute guys.
Well, that was all I could think of. If anyone have any questions, just go ahead and ask if you want! ^^
Yasmine~
Oh well, a little introduction about me.
I was always interested in the morbid stuff as a child, and when I discovered horror movies when I was an early teen, that really sparkled up my interests. Hostel. Made me feel some type of way I didn't know why, but I liked. It was a tingling, happy feeling. Looking back, I was aroused but back then I was too innocent to connect. And a few years later I discovered the word "torture porn".
Believe it or not, I wrote diary when I was younger, and I wrote about very violent dreams of my crushes in pain, crying and screaming. And I still do up until this day (without writing in the diary though). Is this odd? Sometimes when I'm dreaming of torturing a guy, I can squirm in my bed and it tingles in my entire body.
It's funny though. IRL I'm a sub in bed and could not be dominant AT ALL, even if I was trying to RP. But I love my fantasies were I inflict pain in cute guys.
Well, that was all I could think of. If anyone have any questions, just go ahead and ask if you want! ^^
Yasmine~
